COLLEGE YEARS (PART 3)
Before I go in my so called post graduation party, I prepared myself in some scene that I shouldn't encounter. Zachary with his endless kissing and hugging to Scarlett. Like hes way proud off of those times that they have with the love of her life. It's unbearable for me to see those, but I forced myself to play a nice and full supportive friend they have.
But im also a person. May karapatan din akong magmahal at masaktan- at mangarap na minsan, kahit sa isang pagkakataon lang- ako ang babaeng minamahal ni Zachary. But im in the process of accepting the fact that im just here for them- as a friend.
Upon entering the venue, nakita ko agad na sinalubong akong Masaya nila Jessica at sumunod ang iba pang mag kaibigan ko. Nasa likuran nya si Pheonix at sumunod si Jared. And in a few seconds- I already see him.
But unlike everybody else in this room...
Unlike the times that he was still alone...
He is here. Standing proudly. Happily that I couldn't even see him like this.
Together with the love of his life, they approached me smiling with their glorious ambiance. Once I starred at Zach I couldn't help myself to cry a liitle bit. I cursed myself and quickly wiped my tears and show him my friendly and gentle smile.
"H..hi- Thanks for coming-" I said. I stumble to find myself as a friend to him. Its hard for me to fight this. Hoping he didn't consider my tears as an loneliness but as a joyful tears that Im just happy to see them here at my party.
His expression change "I..is there something wrong?" Hes tone went concern yet a hint of serious
I quickly shake my head and breathe heavily "No! Im okay Zach. Masaya lang ako kaya napaluha ako. Akala ko kasi hindi kayo makakapunta sa party eh." Pagiba ko. Pero alam kong malaking kasinungalinagn lahat ng sinabi ko.
He finally got chill out and smile "Oh yun naman pala eh! Ako na nga nag organized nitong party eh!-" he suddenly kissed Scarlett in front of me "-At syempre eto ang assistant ko, ang mabait kong girlfriend!" he confidently said.
"Ikaw naman!-" sabay ang pabirong siko ni Scarlet sa tagiliran ni Zachary sabay ang ngitian nila sa isat isa.
"R..really guys?! Wow.. I mean Thanks I really appreciate this whole thing. Again thanks talaga." I kindly reply.
"This is all nothing Daphne sa mga ginawa kong pag iwas sa inyo nuon ni Jessica. I should be the one to apologize for everything. Alam ko na I been a worse friend you got. Im sorry." Scarlet interject.
Its never new to Scarlett na laging nag apologize sa amin ni Jessica. Should I say that I blame for her upbringing dahil sa sobrang higpit sa kanya ng parents nya, hanggang ngayon padin ramdam ko ang paghigpit sa kanya ng pamilya nya.
But all I can see her right now that shes a highschool friend that I got. Yun lagging kong pinagtatanggol sa mga bumabastos sa kanya, at tinutulungan sa parents nya na payagan sya sa mga lakad naming ni Jessica.
Oh Scarlett If you could only know that I have a thousand things that I should apologize to you and one of them secretly loved your man.
After I excused myself from them I finally went for drink and luckily naiwan si Jessica nakita kong tinung ni Pheonix ang iba pa naming kasama. Kaya nagkaroon akong makahinga ng maluwag.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Sexbiography of the Erotica Novelist
Romance"this is my sexy- kinky alternative reality. -Daphne Bustamante is an erotica author, 27 years old, single and - virgin.
