A damn hypocrite

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"Suicide is never the answer"
I told you, but I'm a hypocrite,
I swear.
Suicide runs in my mind,
I want to end it all,
But I told you to stop.

You want to cut,
But I told you to not.
And yet, I cut.

Why am I a damn hypocrite?
I want to save you.
I don't want you to feel
the same way as I do.

Once you're in so deep,
Even if everyone tries to save you,
You'll push them away.
Then depression will take you away.

I try to save everyone,
But who saves me?
No one, because I'm already in so deep.
To the point that I'll suddenly feel sad,
Overthink a lot of stuff,
And find ways to kill myself.

-🥀

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