still not over you

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I honestly thought I was over you, but I guess I'm still not. I started reading the songs I wrote about you again and I had to stop because I was about to cry. Before today, I was fine, but now all I can think about is finding you, grabbing you by the arm, then throwing my arms around your waist and burying my face in your shoulder. I don't know why, but I think I might be looking back into the past wishing things were still the same, but maybe I'm still in love with you! I know I said, "we are never getting back together like ever!" But, somehow someway I fell in love with you. All your crazy little flaws, your screwed up love to my soul. I can tell myself I'm done, but in my heart I know it's a lie. I'm sorry please, don't take this the wrong way. I don't know what else I could say, but I'm looking back to the past wishing things were still the same, I guess I'm still not over you. I still remember how it felt the first time you kissed me and I have to admit I never wanted to stop! Believe me when I say "I'm still not over you, I want you back right now. I love you like nobody's ever loved you." I'm still not over you. This is the worst thing I've done in my life, I'm still not over you.       
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