It was a rainy day. I was feeling really lonely. I missed my friends and I missed him. I couldn't help it.Eventhough they hurt me really bad, i still loved them. I couldn’t shake of the thoughts about them. So I decided to go out and grab a coffee at
Topangas. When I entered Topangas, I saw my „friends" sitting there and looking at my usual spot. I could see that they missed me. I could see it in their eyes. Farkle noticed my presence and gave me a sincere smile hoping I would return it. I smiled back at him. Riley, Zay and Smackle turned around and stared at me. Not knowing what to say, they were looking desperately for words, for the right words. Then
Zay finally spoke up.
“ Maya we are terribly sorry for what we have done. It was wrong. I know that you feel betrayed but we didn't
intended to make you feel betrayed. But Lucas made us do this. He didn't want us to tell you. Can you please forgive us please. We miss you and love you.” He said seriously while looking at me.
The regret, hurt and love was evident in his voice.
I just stood there and not saying anything. I could feel how my eyes got watery.
“Maya, Zay is right. Please forgive us. We totally regret our deed. If we could travel back in time we would have told you about it. But unfortunately it is not possible. I am so sorry Maya. Can you please forgive us. We promise to not to hurt you anymore.” Smackle
said really fast.
I knew that she wasn't the type who talk about her feelings but I am glad that she did though.
“ You know what Maya ? We are actually more heartbroken than you.”
Farkle mumbled under his breath.
What is he talking about ? I am the one who got betrayed by her friends and the love of my life. I know he doesn't know about me and Lucas but still. I furrowed my eyebrows and him a bitch what look.
“ I know what you are thinking Maya but we are more heartbroken. Because we hurt the most beautiful loyal and lovable human being ever. I mean we are so stupid. How could we hurt you ? You are such a good friend. And we betrayed you. And the fact that we did something such horrible breaks our heart. Maya we not only hurt you we also hurt our self by breaking you because every time we see you broken it makes us broken. Maya we are terribly sorry. Please forgive us.” And now I was so close to start crying.
“ Peaches, there is nothing left for me to say. I feel the same as Zay, Smackle
and Farkle. I betrayed my friend. My favorite person on the whole wide world. You have no idea how sorry
I feel. I feel so guilty and I hate myself for doing that you. I should have told you about Lucas moving away. I shouldn't have listened to him. We only kept it a secret because Lucas told that it was for your best. Words can't describe how bad I feel right now. Please forgive us. I miss you so
much Peaches.
If you think you are better of without us then I totally understand it. I want you to be happy. But I know that I
can't be happy without you in my life.” Riley said crying.
I didn't say anything. I could feel the tears on my cheeks.
“ Peaches, DON'T cry, you have cried enough. You deserve it to be happy. Please don't cry and say something.” Riley said while touching my shoulder.
“ Can you all please do me a favor?”
I asked looking down at the floor.
“ Of course Maya everything you want. But please don't ask us stay away from you.” Farkle answered ans Rest of them nodded.
“ Just promise me that you guys won't do this to me again. Never ever. No more secrets.” I said strictly looking at them.
“ Promise.” They all said in unison.
They all exchanged each other a look and laughed. I laughed with them. I love my friends and I really Hope
that I will never regret forgiving them.
Riley squealed “ Group hug!!”
And we all hugged and everyone of was happy.
After hanging out with them, I decided to walk back home. I was happy but I still couldn't stop thinking about Lucas. I still love him and
I can't imagine a day I won't. Even if fell in love with someone else, I will always love him. My first love. I wondered if he even regrets his decision. What is he probably doing right now. I questioned if anything between us even mattered to him. I asked myself what he meant by it was for my best. I mean what the hell is the best for you in not knowing that your love of life is moving away?? I guess I'll never know why.
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Meant to be | Lucaya
Fanfiction"I never really stopped loving you Lucas. You were my first love." - M.H " I would do anything for a second chance Maya. You were my first love." - L.F Will fate bring them back together ? 》 Only if they are meant to be.《 All rights reserved t...
