ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

| fourteen |

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"at least give us a damn smile..." jin mumbled to himself quetly, but unfortunately i heard him. namjoon looked at me with a sad frown on his face, and i had a straight face. i didnt have an appetite. everything felt so distant in a way i didnt like. i didnt like anything by now.

"im sorry, jin." i looked today, am, with a straight face. i didnt know why i felt like this. i felt empty. i didnt want to feel like this.

"jin, let her be. she must be going through a tough time, please—" namjoon whispered, until he looked up at me, a smile on his face, "and you, sang ki, will tell us whats going on later, when you feel like it. we dont want to push you, but we're friends and friends are supposed to help each other." namjoon said softly, making me teary eyed.

"namjoonie, jinnie.." i let out a whimper, letting my fork down. we weren't in the cantine, so i didnt mind leaving a few tears drop. i loved these two. they meant so much to me.

"namjoon is right. we both love you, and want you to be happy. we cant risk anything happening to you.." jin was teary-eyes as well. i smiled at both of them for the first time today, a sob escaping my trembling lips.

"i love you two, too." namjoon smiled widely, his dimples coming into view. jin looked over at namjoon, eyes glistening.

i smiled at jin and namjoon diverted his eyes from mine to jin's, jin's face flushed and he quickly jerked his head to the other side. namjoon looked at me and let out a small chuckle, while rubbing his neck. he was blushing, too.

i love them.

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after having our lunch and long conversation, me telling them i didn't know what was going on either, they both headed back to their offices. they share one, dont ask me why.

i smiled at their bickering backs, staring at them leave. once the door shut, i let my smile drop. i dont know why. from so happy and teary-eyed, i returned to my depressed and emotionless state. i looked up,

no wonder mom left.

i closed my eyes tightly, not wanting to remember bad memories. memories as in mother. its been to long since i last saw her, no, i havent since i turned thirteen.

she and taehyungs father, my stepfather, left us both at my aunts to leave for who-knows-where. me and taehyung werent treated well there. she never knew. its not like she wouldve cared anyway, she never did.

when my mother and taehyungs father never returned, we decided to grow up and live together.

but then,
my own father. i dont know. where he is, how he is doing, anything. i forgot how he looked. but i never forgot how precious he was to me. we werent rich back then, and my mother blamed all on my father.

leaving father all alone, because he had no money. how did i feel? i dont know. its like one of the most precious things got taken away from me, when i was going with mother. i had no choice, i was forced.

"either come with me, or die with this rotten man, sang ki."

i dont like her. i never have. i never will. i never have wanted to.

why should i, when she doesnt like me, nor has she liked my father.

hell, its as if she even hates taehyung, who she doesnt even know that well. there are times when i want to scream at my mother, tell her how much pain she has put me through.

but i wont.

why? because she doesnt deserve me talking to her. she doesnt deserve anything from me, nor father. father, who had worked his ass off, was forgotten by her.

she only cares about money. yes, once she found about the 'single CEO' she went crazy.

and yes, thats how i used to live. but, taehyung helped me through all.

wherever he was, i always felt better. hes like a real brother, not just a stepbrother. hes one of the reasons i have not broken down, the reason i still manage to smile everyday.

thinking about taehyung, i felt the urge to call him. what was he doing? was he feeling okay? did something happen?

i love him.

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"Taehyung, fucking study or ill smack your head!" Kyungsoo yelled, grabbing a pen. taehyung diverted his eyes from the chocolate cake that stood in front of him, which unfortunately was abandoned by its owner.

'owner', seriously taehyung?

he shook his head, looking over at his friend Kyungsoo.

"buy me some cake, Kyungsoo-ah." Taehyung mumbled, giving his friend puppy eyes.

Kyungsoo's face fell. he narrowed his eyes, and shook his head slowly.

"and you think i would give out money... for you?" Kyungsoo smirked and Taehyungs eyes turned blank, as he hastily stood got up.

"so you do have money? what is wrong with you?" the friend shook his head in disbelief. Taehyung didnt reply on the other hand, knowing that something was going on with him.

something serious.

the boy.

the boy he saw return sang ki home, that boy.

he was hot, as fuck.

he still couldnt stop thing about about him. his soft features. his smile. just thinking about him made his heart flutter in many ways he has never felt.

and no way in hell, am i telling sang ki.

he thought, before paying the cashier the amount of money he needed to. he knew he couldnt tell her, she would tease him forever.

but i still have to tell someone.

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so yeah, i changed the plot of this story. taehyung will fall in love with jungkook. BAM BITCHES VKOOK THERE ALSO. and ill be starting a new book, now. jdpdlwbsod please pray for me, so i wont type some shit. plus, im sorry i havent been active so long, the exams are kIlLiNg me.

literally.

oh, and i cut my hair, real short :/ might show you guys a pic in the next chapter, which ill defenetely publish tomorrow.

i love you! and stay safe everyone ♥