ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

| twenty-eight |

there are so many things i want to say:

1. Thank you.
2. I love you.
and 3. if you have anything against this book or me, please tell me. i feel like some of you are indirectly hating on me and this book, and honestly, it hurts.

i really am putting my all on this book.

its my first fanfiction, and its not that great. some of you find it good, and that makes me so happy, but if you dont like it dont fucking comment rudely. i had to delete so many comments about how this book is a fail and sjwoslfhof its annoying please stop and never show your username on my book again or whatever.

and, i have a request.

PLEASEPLEASE CHECK OUT MY BOOK dangerous; jjk ITS A JJK FANFIC AND OMG IM SO PROUD OF IT EVEN TJOUGH IM EVEN PROUDER OF THIS WORK!!!

JUST TO REMIND Y'ALL YES I DO WRITE OTHER BOOKS AND YALL CAN CHECK EM OUT PLEASE? :))

AND ALSO I LOVE YOU so damn fucked up much its not healthy or legal fu-
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i was lying under jungkook's sheets. he said he had to clear up something, and he still hasnt returned.

and i still havent been able to sleep.

i was so fucking done with him. i was constantly crying, and i have never been like this. i have been weak all my life, but not up to this point.

if someone deserved my hatred, it was park jimin.

but i couldnt hate him. no matter how much i'd tell myself to let go and just forget about him, i cant.

i was so drowned in my own thoughts that i didnt hear the door shut after a small beep. this was one luxurious hotel.

"ehm, are you asleep?" he whispered, tip-toeing over to me. i tried not to say something at his loud sigh.

"that fucking bastard jimin." i whimpered at the mention of his name, and unfortunately jungkook heared.

"sang ki?! oh my god, i just wanted to ask if- wait, sang ki are you alright?" after not recieving an answer, i felt the other side of the bed go down by jungkook's weight.

"sang ki..." he mumbled lowly, pulling the sheets up so he could see my state.

i was crying.

"oh, fu- i'll sleep here with you, i'll be here for you," he laid down next to me, pulling the sheets up. as much as i wanted to go against his offer, i just needed someone right now.

"shhhh..." he pulled me towards him, wrapping his arms around my waist in a sleeping position. i calmed down once he placed his lips on my temple. he ran his hand up my back and i immediatelly relaxed under his touch. i wrapped my arms around his torso, sighing at the huge skinship i had with him.

"i hate seeing you like this, sang ki. and i hope you know that if you ever need anyone, im here for you. i know we've only known each other personally since two weeks or three, but..." he stopped once he noticed me shifting, "since the first time i saw you, which was long ago-" he stopped and glanced down at me, not stopping his hands from rubbing down my back, "probably like when you first started working for park, about two years ago, i fell."

he laughed, looking down at me. i could remember it perfectly, all. it was when i was first accepted as jimin's secretary and jungkook accidentally fell in front of me. he was looking up at me and i was looking down at him.

"once i saw your face- no, once i just saw you," blush crept up my cheeks at his words, "i was in awe. i never believed in love at first sight, or something being perfect. but once i looked at you, i knew that i was wrong. you were perfect. you are perfect." he breathed into my ear.

my blush increased, as i was at the edge of tears. he is so much better, so much more loving. so much more loveable, but stupid me is hanging onto the worst of all.

"j-jungkook." i mumbled once i tightened my hold on him.

"y-you know i dont-"

"sh! i know, and its alright. i'm perfectly fine with it. because i love you, and i want you to be happy. but i see that you clearly arent happy because of that mother fu- i mean because of jimin." his words made fresh tears leave my eyes.

"y-you-" i cried into his chest. he chuckled and put his lips on my temple again.

"sleep tight my love."
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"are you ready yet?" jungkook knocked on the bathroom door. i sighed, trying to cover my eyebags with some concealer for the hundredth time.

"yes." i grumbled back, just leaving my eyes be. i didnt care anymore. if jimin saw me in the state i was, he would be really embarassed to have me as his secretary. but its his fault for making me do this. its his fault i look like this.

"you know you took about half an hour in the toi-" he stopped talking once i looked at him with heavy eyes. i gave him a small smile. he frowned.

"you look dead."

"well, thanks bro. i think i knew that already." i rolled my eyes, walking past him. he chuckled.

"lets go! we'll eat breakfast down with the others." he smiled at me. i smiled bacl, trying to ignore the pang in my heart once he mentioned 'others'.
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is this a cliffhanger? i hOpe not lololol i always stop at cliffhangers and yall dont like it HAODKFBDLSKDNCO okay im sorry

so, this chapter was kinda like a sangkook chapter and that sounds weird lmao SANGKOOK OR JUNGKI AHAHAHA okay im done bye~

i love you all ❤