ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

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/diary of Kim Sang ki/

dear diary,
i know. it's been forever since i've written anything in here. i totally forgot i had you until i found you in my wardrobe, hiding under my clothes. how long has it been? five years? i just feel like it's been forever.

i've missed you. tears were prickling at the corner of my eyes while i was reading everything i had written in this so long ago. what a child i used to be.

but today, i've come to say goodbye and tell you something else. i've found a lover. his name is jimin. it was a bit complicated between us for some time but in the end we were happy. and we still are.

jimin proposed to me not long ago. i couldnt believe he'd propose in front of all of our coworkers, but he did it. i'm not sure how it all turned into a happy ending but i cant thank god anymore than i already have.

putting my diary away, i turned around to look for jimin who was sleeping on my bed. he looked beautiful. i smiled, getting up and walking over to him and lying down next to him trying to do so as quietly and slowly as possible. but, he woke up.

"hmm.." he groaned, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me closer. i blushed, i still wasn't used tho this. "why are you up at two in the morning?" he grumbled with his eyes still closed. i chuckled, burying my head in his chest. "i was just... thinking abour you." his eyes shot open upon hearing my words, a big grin on his face.

i got surprised, but i only managed to smile back with a face as red as a tomato. shit.. why do i say such embarrassing things?!

out of nowhere he squeezed me as tightly as possible and believe me that hurt. "woah- wait-" i squealed, until he let go of me.

"god, you're so cute.." he mumbled in my ear with a raspy voice. "sometimes... i just wanna eat you up..." he continued, making my face even redder if that was possible. he was talking in his sleep and my heartbeat didnt calm down, yet i felt so euphoric. i wish we could stay this way forever.

after a while of listening to his breathing i calmed down. but then, he groaned again.

"sang ki.. i love you..."  my eyes went wide and my thoughts went crazy. i know, i know he does yet why am i so affected by hearing him say it in his sleep?

i grinned, kissing his cheek. "i love you more."
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"rise and shine!" i was welcomed by my most favourite person with a big, beautiful grin on her face.

"ugh... an angel." i closed my eyes after opening them once and pulled her down to cuddle with her some more. "hey! i prepared breakfast, you better get up or taehyung and jungkook are going to eat everything!" she laughed, trying to get up.

"hm, leave it. we'll eat later. let those two be as lovey-dovey as they wanna." i said, my eyes still closed. she sighed. "if you dont wake up right now you can't kiss me for three days." my eyes shot open, as i jumped up.

"IM UP!" i yelled, before she broke out into a pit of laughter. she got up after me, giving me a kiss on my lips with a face as red as a tomato. i smiled, she's absolutely adorable.

"if you kiss me out of nowhere with that face i'll be troubled." i gave her a close eyed smile, wrapping my arms around her. she squealed, before wrapping hers around my torso. "wh-why would you be troubled? you dont like it?" she looked up at me with adorable glossy eyes.

god, i want to tease you until you cry.

"hm.. no." i laughed, before her face fell and she had a stern expression. "it's too cute, i'll lose my cool..."

oops

her face turned even redder, as if someone had poured red paint on her. she stuttered, as she pushed me away. "huh-"

"m-me too... i'm never calm around you." she mumbled, making my heart clench.

please, please calm down my heart. i screamed internally.

"that's it." i snapped. "eh-" she managed to let out before i grabbed her and threw her on her bed. she looked shocked.

"if you stir me up anymore than this i'll seriously do something bad." i hovered over her, her eyes glossy. help, she's beautiful.

she hid her face behind her hands, "i wont mind- y-you doing those