ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

| twenty-five |

because so many of you love this book.
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"wh-what are you doing?" i mumbled, as i was pushed against the bed. i looked up at him, he stared down at me. his eyes were narrowed and he looked like a god. a fucking god, thats how beautiful he was. my heart was going crazy inside my chest, as i tightened my hold on the bedsheets.

"i want to show you something." he whispered, biting his lower lip. he slowly climbed on top of the bed, crawling over to me. i stared at him in shock, i was too perplexed to notice the sudden change of behaviour by him- but it was overwhelming.

"what i-is it that y-you want to show m-me?" i whispered, wincing at how much i stuttered in one sentence. one of his eyebrows rose up as he hovered over me, and i was trapped underneath him. he stared down at me, supporting his weigh by holding onto the mattress for support.

"dont you think i booked a room for you and me together for a reason?" he slyly smirked, whispering into my ear slowly and i knew. i knew he was teasing me.

"i- no." i spoke slowly, staring into his beautiful eyes. his eyes were mesmerizing, they held me captative in them. i tried to look away, but i couldnt.

he slowly leaned in, making me instantly shut my eyes. i shut my eyes and waited for his perfect plump lips to meet mine, but it never happened.

i opened my eyes slowly, to find him grinning down at me. i couldnt find his eyes because of his smile.
my face flushed once i realized what he tried to do, and i let myself sink into the mattress.

"o-oh..." i managed to hide my disappointment and hurt under the instant breath that i let out. it was quiet.

it was quiet between us two, and i was scared. my heart was pumping loudly in my chest that i had the fear of him hearing it. thats how i felt.

his eyes narrowed again, making me shiver. what happened? did i do anything?

i didnt know, but i looked back at the time he told me to forget that kiss. i just couldnt stop thinking about it whenever i was with him- and it was killing me.

as i was drowned in my thoughts, i could see jimin staring at me. he didnt look away. he just stared at me so intensely i thought it would hurt him if i looked up.

once i was done with daydreaming, i looked at him again. before i could even glance at his perfect eyes, his lips were pressed down against mine.

"you are so fucking beautiful, did i ever tell you that?" he breathed on my lips, making me shudder. my eyes were wide, as i couldnt look in his eyes. instead, i chose to look at the door.

"i-i dont th-think s-so-"

again, i was cut off by his lips pressed on mine, it was just softer this time. lighter. my heart was jumping in my chest and i thought it would jump out of my chest.

"and so fucking adorable?" he whispered more slowly and lower than the last compliment he gave me. my cheeks flushed a deep red, as i shook my head. again, lips were pressed against mine, but even softer.

"and so fucking perfect?" he was now closer than ever, making my heart skip numerous of beats. he was partially lying on top of me, only he was supporting himself with his arms. again, i shook my head with dark red cheeks. he was making me feel too many strong emotions, and believe me or not,

it hurt.

it hurt to think that the man you love doesnt love you, but gives you high hopes. he is just playing with me, but why do i let him play with me?

what has he done that i let him play with me like this? why do i torture myself like this?

i didnt know the answer to any of the questions, but i needed them answered. right. now.

"do you like me?" i blurted out before my stupid brain could even think about what i had said. his face fell, as all colour was drained from his face. i got so scared and regretful that tears suddenly puddled up at the corner of my eyes. it was like he stopped breathing, like he had no idea what i was talking about. i gulped, once he started shifting uncomfortably.

he looked down at me, frowing before he tried to speak up, but i beat him to it while i ignored the shattering of my heart.

"i-i understand. i know you d-dont.
i-im sorry- ugh, im so stupid-" i mumbled, as he slowly stared at me with hurt evident in his eyes. once he tried to talk again, i spoke first

"i know you dont, i-" i slowly got up from the bed, trying to wipe my tears as he just stared at me, lifeless.

"i want you to k-know one thing-" i looked over at him, with tears running down my cheeks. i closed my eyes, trying to stop the tears. i gave him a small, weak grin with closed eyes.

"i love you, jimin."
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idkidkidkidk iDONTKNOW why i did this i just felt like doing this akapslsjdowns i know im so fucking mean yall thought this would be smut? lmao no ten chapters 😂😂

i love you guys though, and if there were any mistakes please let me know cause i didnt edit this <3

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