ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

| thirty-seven |

this'll be a long ass chapter. why? because i ♥ you.
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"wh-what?" i whispered, panick laced in my voice. he growled lowly, bumping his forehead on mine.

"i saw you hugging Jungkook, babygirl." he growled again. i started screaming in my head. my heart was beating in an inhuman pace as i didnt know how to answer him.

"you're driving me crazy." our breaths mingled together, and at that moment  i forgot about the others. i didnt care about what the others thought about him not loving me.

because i loved this man.

and it was at that moment i realized something, i wasnt the only one who was being drived crazy. Jimin was going insane, too.

"dont touch Jungkook again. you're making me want to kill him, you're making me jealous-" he pulled me up, putting his lips on my temple again. i blushed deep red, "be prepared for the punishment to come once were back in korea."
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(time skip because i am lazy to write anything else)

"let me call Taehyung to pick me up." i fished my phone out of my pocket. i was so happy to be back in korea. yesterday didnt end very well with Jimin ending a great business because of me. i sighed.

I felt my phone being snatched out of my hand. i looked up to see Jungkook smile at me,

"actually, i'll drop you off." he looked at Jimin who was busy talking to Hoseok and Yoongi.

"besides, i need to speak to Taehyung." a big smirk made its way to my lips.

a new ship will sail soon, the author suddenly whispered into my mind. i looked up, confused.

what the fuck is wrong with you, nari?

i questioned the author. but anyways, i smirked at Jungkook.

"so, you wanna, talk to-"

"just to let you know, i dont like him, Sang Ki." he replied coldly, giving me my phone back. before i could ask him what was wrong, he beat me to it.

"i'll drop you off, okay? dont tell that Jimin."

i nodded, a frown on my lips. he was being cold and i didnt know why. but i thought that i might question him later. my thoughts were interuppted by a grinning Jimin. my heart skipped beats at his precious smile.

"Sang Ki, let's go!" he held his hand out, for me to hold onto. i didnt know what to say at his excited state, i didnt want to go against his offer. i wanted to go with him- ah, fuck it.

"i cant, mr Park." i smiled at him painfully. i really did want to go with him.

his smile faltered, "wh-what do you mean?" his hand dropped to his side as he eyed me carefully.

"t-taehyung will pick me up." i lied to him. i didnt want him to know that Jungkook would drop me off, it would lead to problems between the two.

not like they didnt have enough already,

i sighed mentally.

"okay, then... i'll be off now, my limo's waiting." he pointed at a white luxurious car. i smiled at him, i havent been in it in a long time. he was walking towards the car, distancing himself from me. i had this urge to call for him, to hug him and kiss him. to showet him with love.

but i didnt.

i just waved back, a smile on my face. i loved this man.
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me and Jungkook sat in silence in his black mercedes. the driver was an old man, who seemed kind.

it was awkward.

me lying to Jimin about Taehyung picking me up, i felt to guilty. i wanted to go with Jimin.

"we're here." the car came to a halt. i didnt even think about how short the way was, making my way out of the car.

"thank you for dropping me off," i trailed off, puckering my lips. he smiled at me, nodding his head to the direction of mine and Taehyung's apartement. there was music blasting from the inside.

"uhm, you said you wanted to talk to taehyu-"

"i lied." i gave him a confused look.

"i didnt want you to go with Jimin if Taehyung couldnt come and pick you up, so i brought you home." he smiled at me.

my eyes were wide.

"i know! im so sorry!" he laughed, throwing his head back. i shook my head at him.

"then, come in please?" i smiled at him. it would be the perfect surprise for Taehyung.

"sure, why not?" he shrugged, making me smile.

new... ship... sail... soon- i switched the remote for Nari in my mind off, the author was annoying.
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"hello?!" i shouted into the loud house. music was blasting from Taehyung's room.

i gave Jungkook and apologizing smile.

"SANG KI?!" Taehyung marched out of his room with another boy following him behind.

"SANG KI AND MY JUNGKOOK?!" Taehyung yelled happily, throwing himself on me. i laughed lightly, patting his back.

"we're back!" i laughed once he pulled out of our hug. he blushed as he gave Jungkook a small pat on the shoulder. Jungkook blushed, too.

AJSKFIFLEN

suddenly, the music was turned off.

"who is there- SANG KI?!" Jin yelled. i looked over at him and Namjoon, they were holding hands. i narrowed my eyes, a small smirk on my lips.

"YOU TWO FINALLY CAME TOGETHER?!" i stared at both of them, who blushed at quickly let go of their hands. i laughed, throwing my head back.

"I MISSED YOU GUYS!" i jumped on top of them, both hugging back.

"every, detail. i want every detail!" i clapped my hands, looking at the unknown boy who was holding onto Taehyungs arm. Taehyung didnt mind it, as he patted his back reassuringly for some reason. Jungkook eyes the two with a glint of anger in his eyes.

"uhm, who is he?" i pointed at the stranger. Taehyung chuckled nervously.

"he's a friend of mine!" he gave me a boxy grin. i eyed him suspiciously. i nodded, looking at Jungkook who was still staring at Taehyung with wide eyes.

Jungkook's POV

why was that boy clinging onto Taehyung like his life depended on it? why was Taehyung not bothered by it?

didnt Taehyung say he liked me?

i was angry, i wanted to push the boy off. i didnt want them so close together.

my eyes widened at my thoughts.

thats what i felt when Jimin is with Sang Ki... jealousy?

i didnt know, but i knew that something in me was burning with anger while eyeing the two friends. i wanted Taehyung to only pat me like that. but then, wasnt this too sudden?

wasnt Jimin the one who i used to be jealous of a few hours ago?

or i wasnt even jealous.

and then, it ticked in me.

i was infatuated with Sang Ki.
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boom, bang, cliffhanger ;) my chickens 💖 next chapter out later 💖

if you dont know what infatuation is, it's basically:
an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone or something.

and the difference between love and infatuation is this:
infatuation: is when you find someone absolutely perfect
love: is when you realize someone isnt perfect and it doesnt matter.

LOVE YOU ❤