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Jungkook's POV

i didnt know why it took me so long to realize that i was infatuated with Sang Ki. i wasn't in love.

and those infatuations we're going away. i didnt know what to feel while i was still looking at Taehyung.

i rejected him a week ago, for goodness sake!

i breathed in deeply, trying to distract myself from my thoughts. i couldnt just go up to them and snatch that clingy boy away.

or could i?

is it even possible to like someone after a long time they havent seen each other. is this possible?

but the feelings i felt while i stared at Taehyung. he didnt seem real. he was prettiest boy i have ever seen in my fucking life.

i knew that he wasnt perfect. his noisy character, his clingy attitude most of the time, his annoying snoring at night.

and that wasnt perfect.

but that is exactly what makes him fucking perfect.

i didnt want to seem like a creep while i was glaring the shit out of the boy but, before i could move away, the doorbell rang.

"i-i'll go!" Sang Ki walked to the front door. somewhat, i didnt have a good feeling about this.

Sang Ki's POV

"i-i'll go!" i yelled, moving away from the small conversation i had with Jin and Namjoon. god, i'm so happy.

"who is it?" i opened the door, the biggest smile on my lips. my eyes widened at Jimin standing in front of my door.

"m-mr P-Park?!" i was shushed by him quickly shutting the door behind me and wrapping his arms around mine. i gasped.

"wh-what are you doing?" blush was spreading across my cheeks, and my heart was rapidly jumping in my chest.

"what does it look like, babygirl?" he brought his lips up. he peppered kisses all over my jaw and cheek, making electric shocks stream through my body. he was confusing me.

without thinking about my actions first, i pushed him off. i breathed deeply, he knew i loved him. but i didnt know if he loved me, and that was worrying me. i wont ask again, it'll be the same answer over again, wouldnt it?

I dont. I dont love you.

i looked down. his shoulders fell to the side.

"wh-whats wrong?" his voice broke, shattering my heart. i gave him a small glance, and he seemed like he would cry.

"w-well, i'm confused and such, so please dont do anything which would bring my hopes up high. you dont love me, i know-!" i yelled, looking up to stare at him with my teary eyes.
"y-you dont love me..." i whispered, looking down again. my voice was hoarse while i spoke.

"but! that's fine... because..." i didnt want to tell him the promise i had made with myself to make him love me. thats embarassing.

"Sang Ki." Jimin's voice was stern and cold. it made a small shiver run up my spine. i glanced at him with teary eyes again.

"can i go in?" he smiled sweetly at me, making my world shatter. i nodded at him, not knowing what else to say. i diverted my eyes from his, searching for my key which was in my pocket.

"uhm, g-guys!" i cursed at myself when i noticed how broken my voice sounded. "mr Park w-wanted to come in." i smiled fakely at everyone, excusing myself to go to my room

but i wasnt alone once i entered my room.
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taehyung in this chapter ^^

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