ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

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Still clutching onto him, I backed off after a few seconds, with my heart beating in an inhuman pace and nervousness creeping up my spine. What did I do? Oh god.

"Im sorry." I tried looking up, but I got pulled into his arms again. This time, he was the one holding onto me tightly.

"Dont go. It's alright. Just don't let go." He spoke gently, and my face turned beet red. It's not like I like him or anything, but the warmth of his arms soothed my heart.

I wrapped my arms around him, tighter than before which surprised him.

Believe me, I couldn't tell if I was still sane, or insane.

"Mhm." I nodded into his chest, closing my eyes.

"I wasn't going to anyway." I mumbled into his chest. And I heard how he sucked in his breath.

A few seconds pass, and I wanted to let go. He didn't let me. Tighter. He hugged me tighter, even tighter. It didn't hurt, it was just so delightful. Nothing. Nothing could describe what my heart was feeling. Feelings I've never felt before, bubbling up in my stomach.

I didn't let go either. This time, I surely won't embarrass myself. I will hold onto him even if it meant for hours. For days. For weeks. For months. For years. For who-knows-how long, I won't let go. It just felt too right and good to let go.

But tell me Jimin, would you hold onto me for that long, too?

We stayed there, cuddling each other, and no one— I mean at least I didnt want to let go.

I was always thinking the same thing,

Do I really just hate him?

I didn't know the answer, better, I didn't want the answer. I knew, that I would force myself to hate him. But at the same time, that was what I was afraid of.

Hating him.

I didn't want to. Will it bring me anywhere?

My thoughts were interrupted, with him pulling out.

The warmth left my body, and my heart felt like it was swelling up, ready to burst at the sight.

"I- euh..." He stuttered. I didn't say anything. He looked away, and I saw how his face turned  crismon red. I lifted my hand up and pressed it on his cheek. I didn't know what I was doing. Maybe it were the feelings bubbling in me, maybe the adrenaline rushing through my blood.

I don't know.

His head jerked to my direction, and slowly, I felt my senses come back. My cheeks turned deep red, but I couldn't look away from the most beautiful view I have ever stared at.

Better than his abs,

I thought.

His eyes were glistening, glistening so strongly like when in an anime a lover stared at his girl. His lips were parted, his teeths slightly showing. His hair was slid back, but everytime he tried to  it away from his face, it wouldn't work. His eyes didn't leave mine.

The feelings I felt were unexplainable.

But tell me jimin, do you feel them too?

Because I truly wish, you would.

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