ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

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u see da title :)

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i didnt know what was happening. i was dreaming. i must've been dreaming, i was going crazy the whole day, i didnt even think i was myself. i felt so distant from myself
and, yes. i was.

i was dreaming.
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"sang ki." a soft, but at the same time rough voice snapped me out of my sleep. no, more like, 'nap'.

"o-oh-" i rubbed my eyes, looking around. i felt something wet on my cheeks, along with my eyes.

why are my eyes wet?

"mr park- it's just you-"

"have you been crying, miss sang ki?" he ignored me, acting as if he was concerned. i cracked a fake smile, even though it shot daggers through my heart.

i was dreaming about him kissing me.

i looked around, panicking. what time was it? how long have i been dreaming about this- what the fuck?!

"mr park!" i sniffed, smiling fakely.

"wh-what did you want me to help you with?" my heart ached. his stone cold face didnt help either, just adding to the pain i was feeling. this immense pain, it was familiar. just like in the dream.

tears started welling up in my eyes, and without me noticing, a tear rolled down my cheek. i didnt know what i was feeling. i didnt like him- no thats not it. i dont want to like him, but i do. i am saying i dont like him so i just forget this feeling.

but hey, maybe it would be good if i liked him.

"whats wrong, babygirl?" jimin's expression relaxed, immediately replaced by a soft one. the action caused me to sob.

"i..." i let out a sob, then another. another. and another.

"i d-dont know!" i cried into my hands, ashamed by myself. i noticed that ever since the day jimin hugged me, i had been crying like this. why? because i damn well know i am in love with him, force myself to believe im not, and tell myself he doesnt like me.

and he doesnt. why would he like someone like me? someone who just dreamed about kissing her boss-

soft.

soft hands pulled my hands to let go of my face, as my glossy eyes stared at jimin's hesitant ones.

"tell me baby, tell me whats wrong. i cant bear seeing you like this-" he stopped and let go of my hand, making me shudder. his words had a big impact on my heart, making it clench and flutter at the same time. like a flower blooming. but the pain was a level higher, making another sob leave my lips

"feel this?" he guided my hand towards his chest, closing his eyes. my eyes widened. his heart was beating fast. very fast.

"i-it hurts, sang ki." he struggled to let out a breath, as i sat there, staring at him, pain taking over me.

"i-im sorry. i dont k-know wh-whats wrong e-either." i sobbed, looking down, making my hair fall into my face. a few sobs more escaped my lips until he spoke again,

"kim sang ki." he mumbled, making me look up at him with swollen eyes.

"i cant-"

soft.

soft lips were pressed against mine. even softer than i had dreamed of- thought of. plump and soft. so so soft, that you'd want to bite on them.

i released a hitchrd breath, heart fluttering. my heart was jumping around, but this time, it was real.

and oh hell no, will i tell myself this man doesnt like me.

because, i love him.

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there you go... :') sorry for this short chapter, but im supposed to be studying. i just had this idea running through my mind, telling me to fuck with your heads and make the story twisted as fuck. yeah, she was dreaming HAHAHAHAH okay im mean sorry.

i love you, stay healthy <3