ceo; pjm (cringe af do not read)

| twenty-six |

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i ran out of his room, being sure to take my luggage with me. it was honestly terrifying how i managed to say that.

and stupid me didnt even let him finish. but, i knew what he would say anyway. he doesnt like me, but i love him. and i had to have him know that. tears were running down my cheeks and sobs were escaping my lips. tomorrow was the reunion we would have, and that sounded stupid.

i didnt want to face him after what happened, it would just pain me even more. it would bring more pain and sorrow to my heart and i wasnt sure if i would be able to take it.

i ran to the other side of the building, trying to remember jungkook's room number. i was so desperate for a friendly hug that i started crying more.

"j-jungkook!" i yelled once i saw him standing in front of a room. his head quickly shot to my right, and his eyes widened.

"miss sang ki-"

"call m-me sang ki! j-jungkook..." i sobbed, now slowing my steps as he jogged over to me. his eyes were wide and his lips were parted.

"whats wrong, sang ki?!" he whispered, rubbing his hand on my back to soothe me. it honestly helped my trembling state, as i looked up at his beautiful face.

why cant it be him? why not the sweetheart?

a pang of guilt hit me once i remembered the other day he had confessed to me. we were so awkward around eachother, but now were not. he is honestly a great friend, someone who you would want to have as your boyfriend. but why didnt i want that?

why was it always jimin who would cross my mind when i thought about love or affection, why was it never jungkook?

no matter how much i'd force myself to move on, to move on with someone who actually cherishes me.

"mr p-park h-he..." i didnt know what to say, because he didnt even do something. i was crying because he doesnt love me back, but, that would be stupid to say to the person who likes you.

he just nodded, a hint of annoyance sparking up in his eyes when i mentioned his name. and i knew why.

"jimin is a b-bitch!" i yelled, wrapping my arms around his torso. he froze for a second, before his cute laugh was heared.

"i know." he wrapped his arms around my waist once i brought mine up to his neck. i tightened my hold on him, and sobbed in his chest. "why
i-isnt it y-you? why him? wh-why dont i l-love you?" i mumbled, as his grip on mine loosened.

"what did he do... jimin?" his teeth were gritted, as his knuckles turned white. i stepped back, after i calmed down. i looked up at his hard expression which immediatelly softened upon seeing my innocent look.

"i cant sleep in m-my room today." i blushed deeply once i remembered what had happened earlier.

"want to sleep with me?" he spoke a little too fast for my liking, and i blushed. his ears turned red after a moment of silence, and he rapidly shook his head.

"no! n-no no no! i dont m-mean it like that." he stuttered, and looked down while rubbing his neck. i laughed half-heartedely.

"yes yes, i'll sleep in your room." i mumbled, and he sighed. he took my luggage in his hand and gave me his signature smile.

"let's sle-" he couldnt finish his sentence before he was cut off by a loud phone.

"oh, its tae!" i smiled upon seeing his name on my display. i looked at jungkook, whose face was suddenly flushed and pale. he looked dead.

"hi! t-taehyung." i choked back a choke, once i heard him scream into the phone.

"DID YOU KNOW THAT JIN HYUNG CAME OVER TODAY AND COOKED FOR ME?! HE ALSO BROUGHT A FRIEND OF HIS, EVEN THOUGH I DONT THINK ITS HIS FRIEND BECAUSE THEY ACTED LIKE A FREAKING COUPLE AND JIN HYUNG WAS ALWAYS BLUSHING WHILE TALKING TO NAM-"

"taehy- yes! okay i- yes yes i know- let me explai- TAEHYUNG!" i sighed at jungkooks shook face and tried not to laugh.

"im with jungkook right now, taehyung." i mumbled into the line and it went silent.

"j-jungkook?" he whispered as if he was scared of jungkook hearing him. i laughed while rolling my eyes.

"get away from him, you'll take him away from me." he whisper-yelle into the line before i could speak. "um, no, why should i do that? and he has never been yours to begin wi-" i was cut off by his loud roar.

"HE'S MINE! and he likes you so-" this time he wasnt whispering but shouting, so i gasped at his words. jungkook just stared at me, a silent blush creeping up his cheeks.

i am what? he mouthed me, as i nearly dropped my phone.

"taehyung-" i whispered into the line. "do you like jungkook?" i said before the line went dead. i could hear jungkook sigh next to me, as i just stared at my homescreen.

"a new ship will sail soon." the author came out of nowhere and whispered in my ear, giving me chills.

"what was that?" jungkook took my hand in his. i shook my head, not wanting him to know about the author. she was evil. she is a witch who makes me suffer all the time.

"a witch."

he laughed and dragged me to his room, opening his door. and just when i thought i forgot, i thought that i could sleep well, jimin yelled my name loudly.

"kim sang ki!"
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oml do you guys know what happened in the bus today?

well, i was coming back home from the doctors on my own, and there were three guys that i didnt know. they were ugly but they were staring at me all the time (maybe because i was so ugly) and once i got off the bus, i looked up at them to see them laughing and showing me their middle fingers. i was like "bitch the fu-" but the bus just went away.

i am mad.

i. am. so. fucking. mad. i want to choke their ugly ass faces with a spatula. force it down their rotten mouths :(

i am a witch. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA CLIFFHANGER BISHES I LOVE YOU ALL EHEHEHEHEH

OKAY I AM WEIRD.

REMEMBER I LOVE YOU ❤