Chapter 35

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(Rose's POV )

"What are you doing ?" Katy asked with a shocked look

"Nothing" I lied knowing Katy could see perfectly at what we were doing

"Ok Rose stop lying we know what your doing now tell us why ?" Shannon said

"Smoking pot duh " I said knowing that's not what she meant

"Why" Shannon asked

"Because we want to"Sundee said as she put it in her mouth

"Why do you want to ?" Katy asked

"Because do we have to spell it out for you ?"I asked

"Give it to me now " Shannon demanded

"No we bought it it's ours " Sundee said putting in I a can

"I don't care I'm your mother now give it to us " Katy demanded

"Your not my mother " Sundee said

"Or mine " I added knowing it wasn't true

"I am yours Rose and I like to think I'm yours too " Katy said tears in her eyes

"You gave birth to me but your not my mother " I said

"Yes she is your just to blind to see it " Shannon yelled

"No she isn't she will never really be my mom " I shouted

"Yes she is , open your eyes and face reality shes your mom but your to immature to fully understand and obey her " Shannon yelled

"She's not as immature as Katy is and you , all you do is try to own our lives " Sundee yells

"We don't own your lives we just try to help you make them better " Shannon yelled , it was mainly just Sundee and Shannon yelling at each other about me and Katy but Sundee is doing pretty good for me . but they are starting to get really mean about me and Katy in starting to feel guilty watching Katy cry and Shannon yelling at Sundee and Sundee yelling back .

"Stop"i yelled standing up "just stop " I ran into the bathroom and locked the door . I slid down on the door and held my knees to my chest and cried . 'just do it you know you want to ' the voices are back ' it will make you feel better I promise ' "no just stop I don't want to " I whispered 'yes you do you know it will make it all better ' "no just please leave me alone please " 'no you need to do it , it will make everything better I swear ' "ok just leave me alone" 'we will after you do it you need to do it ' "I will I will just wait " I said getting up and grabbing my razor from the shelf in the shower . 'good now do it ' "I am just give me a second " . I sat back down and slid the razor on my wrist blood began to spill out of it as I did it again and again . I hadn't realized Katy , Shannon and Sundee yelling and haunting on the door till now . I slid the razor again and again ' now doesn't that feel better ' . I held my wrist in my hand grasping at it as tears ran down my cheeks and hit the cuts .

"Rose please let us in " Katy cried

"Only Sundee " I yelled

"Ok just let her in " Katy cried

"I will but only her " I yelled as I stood up and unlocked the door i peaked my head out and motioned Sundee in and she came in .

"Hey" she said as I closed the door behind her still crying .

"Help me " I cried as I hugged Sundee

"The only thing I can do to help is let Katy in " she said wrapping her arms around me and holding me tight

"No just you please " I begged crying into the curve of her neck

"Ok give me the razor then " she said pulling the razor from my hand .

"It hurts Sundee it hurts "I cried grabbing her shirt with both hands tightening my hands on her shirt

"It's on just please let me get Katy " she begged but I didn't answer . she walked me to the door still in the same position me hugging her tighter though . I heard the door open and she walked me out and we sat on the bed , I could feel another hand on my back .

"Sundee it hurts " I whispered not sure if she heard me

"It's going to be ok " she said rubbing my back .

(Katy POV )

My baby is sitting there crying and there is nothing I can do to help her .

"I'll be back in a second" Shannon said then left . Sundee was whispering something in Rose's ear . Sundee got up and Rose turned and wrapped her arms around me which caught me by surprise .

"I'll be back in a few minuets" Sundee whispered in my ear then left . I could feel my neck getting wet from Rose crying .

"Katy it hurts " she cried

"I know baby it will be ok" I rubbed her back as tears filled my eyes .

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