You next door {Craig Mcmorris AU}

Chapter twenty three

Hudson's POV:

With every step I took my body felt weaker.

I passed her room.

I smelled her perfume.

I tried to walk towards the kitchen to find my family.

"Hudson...."

"Hi Aggy"

"How are you doing?"

"Ok I guess"

I sat on down in one of the kitchen chairs.

"Hudson, I don't want you to worry about anything alrighty sweetie. Me and your uncle will get everything worked out"

"Oh. Ok"

"Would you like something to eat?"

If I ate I would puke.

"No thank you"

She looked at me with sad eyes.

"Hudson. I want you to know you can stay here with us. Your welcome to live in the bunk house as long as you want."

I couldn't really go home. But would it be to hard to stay?

"Thanks" I said.

"I'm going to go look in her room" I say as I get up from the table.

I slowly walk down the hall in the direction of her room again, this time I enter.

Everything is the same.

It's like she's still here.

I walk over to her bed and crawl on top of it.

"Gam's i'm so sorry I didn't hang out with you more. I should have said I love you more, should have hugged you more, said thank you more."

I start to talk to her....well at least I talk to the empty room.

I pull off my sweater which exposes my new tattoo.

I laugh a little to myself.

"You would have hated this eh Gams. But I got it for you."

I examine the tender spot and let a tear roll down my cheek before exiting her room.

I left the house and headed back to mine, I needed to have another nap.

This sadness was over whelming.