The next day.......
I rush myself to get up fix my makeup and get dressed. Everything feels so empty without her here.
She brung light into my life. I don't want to lose her too.
Flashback
"Unnie where's eomma and appa"
I said looking at my sister."They're gone Jennie. They're in a better place now." She said with her eyes flooding with tears.
Me and her were all alone. No one to guide us no one to take care of us.
Why did this all happen. How am I supposed to live without my parents.
End on flashback
I don't want the same to happen to Jisoo. She means the world to me.
I drive to the hospital and bring purple flowers. Her favorite color.
I go through the cold hospital doors. I head to her room. Her body lays on the hospital bed.
The sound of the heart monitor continuously beats. The annoying sound gives me relief knowing that she's still alive.
I place the chair in the same place right next to her bed.
"Jisoo... please forgive me and comeback."
I get no response like always.
"Once you wake up I promise to do anything for you. I promise to never hurt you again. I want you back."
Tears start rolling down my face and land in her hand.
I hold her hand and hope she will hold it back. Still nothing.
"Please forgive me. I need you. I want you back."
I squeeze her hand and cry. I need her. I can't live without her.
Each second feels like minutes. I miss her laughs. I miss her voice. I miss everything about her.
I want her to forgive me. To remember me. To kiss me.
My heart aches. Why did I do that to you? I didn't mean to say that to you. I want to be with you. I never wanted to say that to you.
A tear slips out of my eye and lands on the sheets. My hand on top of her. I hope she can forgive me.
"Even if I takes forever I'll wait for you Kim Jisoo."
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Jensoo | Love at first sight
FanfictionJennie is your basic intimidating person. Jisoo is just a girl trying to get by through her depression and self harm. This is my first Jensoo book and it is very rough Started: 1-18-18 Ended:12-31-18 Special thanks to @gabbanawp for the amazing boo...