Shawn Mendes Interracial Imagines (ALL RACES)

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This is a imagine based on the song "In My Blood" By the brilliant Shawn Mendes.

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Y/n's *POV*

I feel a bullet burst into my head, and I jump up screaming from the pain I just felt. All I can see is a man standing before me pulling a trigger. Killing me.

"Y/n! Calm down. I'm here." I open my eyes to see Shawn next to me.

I jump into his arms with tears in my eyes. I don't know what's going on, but I feel safe in his arms. He holds me tight in his embrace, as he squeezed me.

"I'd thought you'd never wake up baby. I missed you so much!" He tells me kissing my face.

"What are you talking about?" I ask confused.

I finally look around to realize I'm in the hospital, sitting in a hospital bed, in a hospital gown, and Shawn looks different. He looks tired and thin. I even see a little facial hair. What happened?

"Y/n. You know who I am, right?" He asks me.

"Yes. Why would you ask me that? What's going on?" I question.

"Didn't I die?" I ask him.

"What do you remember?" He asks me.

"I remember someone rapping me over and over, and then he killed me." I cry remembering what happened yesterday.

Then I remember our baby. I'm pregnant.

"Shawn! The baby!" I shout asking him.

"Oh, Y/n The baby...the baby didn't make it." He informs me holding my hand.

"What?" I say as I place my hand on my stomach.

A sob leaves my mouth as my arms hold myself. I had a miscarriage.

Shawn gets on the bed with me, and holds me as I cry in his arms.

I hear someone walk into the hospital room, and I see its a nurse.

"Oh my god! She's awake! After four long years you finally are awake!" The nurse cheers.

"What! Four years! Was I in a comma?" I ask Shawn.

"Yes. You were in a comma for four years, because of the bullet. But it didn't kill you it missed your brain just enough to keep you alive." Shawn explains but he's almost smiling.

"Are you smiling? What is there to smile about?" I snap at him.

"Oh no. I'm not-" He begins but I interrupt him.

"Is it because we lost the baby, huh? Or is it because you weren't there when he did that to me. Oh wait, you probably don't even know what he did to me. Because you weren't there!" I scream at him.

"Y/n, no. I'm sorry." Shawn says and he tries to hold me.

"Get away from me! Get out! Get out! Go away!" I push him away as I sob. 

He steps away from me, and leaves the room. I rest my head on the pillow and release tears onto it.

Shawn's *POV*

I'm outside the hospital room, and I can hear Y/n crying. I didn't mean to upset her, it's just it's been so long since she looked at me. Her beautiful eyes looked at me. I only smiled because it was a good feeling I haven't felt for years.

But I understand. I don't know what its been like for her. She just woke up and discovered that everything she once had is gone. I don't know. To her she probably feels like she got raped yesterday.
But I do want her to be able to tell me and talk to me, so I can help her Although, for right now I'll give her space. I'll let her breathe.