Secret // Ticci Toby x Reader

Chpt 8: You

(Y/N)'s P.O.V
It would only be fair. As I remove my shirt, Toby watches with wide eyes and a heavy blush coating his cheeks. Once it is removed, I look at him, a little embarrassed. He's just staring at my chest in surprise. "(Y/N).." he whispers, continuing to stare. I giggle at his reaction and tuck my hair behind my ear. Not soon after, I feel Toby's arms wrap around my waist as I'm pulled into a kiss. It doesn't take long until his tongue slips into my mouth, exploring it. I can't help but to let out a quiet moan, placing my hands on his bare chest. His heart is racing and so is mine. Not long after, he slowly pulls away and brings his lips to my neck, planting several kisses down it. I smile as Toby's hands begin to travel up my waist. "I love you.." he whispers in my ear before gently biting it. I let out yet, another quiet moan and open my eyes. He looks at me with his lust filled eyes and I look back, biting my lip. He kisses me again, but this time much deeper. His hands move up to my chest and he cups my breasts, causing me to moan a little louder into our kiss. I feel him smirk in satisfaction but I don't mind. I pull away from the kiss a few minutes later and smile, to which he smiles back. He sits up and wraps his arms around my waist once more. I wrap my arms around his neck and he stands up while I wrap my legs around his waist. He carries me to my room. Once we enter my room, he closes the door behind us and lays me down on the bed, crawling on top of me. I could feel his body heat and the bed shifts as he moves a little, kissing my collar bone. Caught in the moment, I run my fingers through his hair and close my eyes, letting out a moan as he sucks, leaving a mark on my body. His lips eventually find their way back to mine and his hands go to my back. He attempts to unclasp my bra which takes a few minutes but eventually, we hear a 'click' and my bra is put on the bedside table. Once my bra is removed, he cups my breasts once more and massages them, making my moans grow louder.
He soon stops and pulls away from the kiss, looking at me. His eyes then look down at my shorts, as if hinting me to take them off. A giggle escapes my lips and I nod, allowing him to slowly take them off. Once my shorts are removed, I watch as he removes his pants. A light blush dusts my cheeks along with his and he smiles, looking back at me once more. "I love you so much." "I love you too.."
It doesn't take long until we are both completely stripped of our clothing. Our faces are beet red knowing that we are exposed to one another. As if to comfort me, Toby kisses my forehead then proceeds to whisper "... You're so beautiful. Don't ever forget that." hearing these words make my heart flutter and I smile softly, running my fingers through his hair once again. "And you're such a handsome man, even with the gash on your cheek." he chuckles. A few seconds later, Toby positions himself and leans in towards my ear "... This will only hurt for a bit, I promise."
I feel a sharp pain as Toby pushes himself into my body while he whispers sweet nothing's into my ear. To help soothe the pain, he moves his hands up and down my waist, massaging it. After a couple of minutes, I nod my head as he looks at me before slowly, he begins to move himself in and out. The pain has vanished and all I could feel now was pleasure. Toby moans into my ear, causing my blush to deepen. I can feel his breath against my skin as he picks up his pace minute by minute. Our moans grow louder and louder and I'm glad that my parents aren't home. Drowning in pleasure, I subconsciously dig my nails into Toby's back, causing some blood to trickle down his back. Our breathing grows heavier as we continue the act, our body heat rising as well. Due to the heat that we were creating, beads of sweat start forming on our bodies.
As Toby thrusts himself in and out, he gently bites my neck, causing a loud moan to escape from my lips.
We continue until eventually, Toby clutches the bedsheets and pulls out, letting himself release onto my abdomen. I don't mind because I know the reason as to why he would do this. We did forget about protection, after all.
We wait a minute before he lays beside me, wrapping his arms around my naked body and holding me close. It takes a bit for us to catch our breath but when we do, Toby plants a kiss upon my forehead before we both fall asleep in each others arms.