"The Beast Within" (g.d)

21.

It's been a few days since I killed Ethan.

I regret it all so much, but another side of me don't. They did this, they made me do it, I begged them to stop.

I stood up deciding it was finally time to leave my bed. Iv been skipping everything simply because no one cares and I don't want to show my face.

But I can't hide forever.

I walked into the tunnels as I made my way to the volt to eat breakfast. I was starving but my nerves got the best of me and I just wanted to turn back around and never show my face again. But I'm done being weak and pushed around.

I'm a new Roman, and I refuse to take anymore shit off of anyone.

I walked in and immediately felt eyes burning into me. I scanned the room as I made my way to theo and mo and they handed me some food and I started to eat.

I could feel the tension between us and the last thing I needed to do is lose them to.

"Roman, are you okay"

Her sweet voice put a smile on my face as her and theo wrapped me up in there arms and gave me a hug.

Something I really needed.

Before I could speak my heart hit the ground as Grayson and Ethan walked into the volt with there usual stone cold intimidating looks.

I had to double take because I couldn't believe what just happened.

Ethan's alive? I could have sworn I ripped his heart out with my bare hands. My head was spending everywhere as I met eyes with Grayson's and a smirk plastered on his face.

I was done with letting him play me. He might be the Alpha but that doesn't mean shit to me.

I stood up making my way to them as I drowned out the many calls from theo I got for me to let it go,  but I'm done with letting it go. Grayson will know how I felt.

They both stood up straight and I could sense the wall Ethan built up and I couldn't blame him. I did kill him.

"How are you still alive?"

It didn't seem to be such a suprise to anyone, but then agin iv been locking myself in my bed for days.

"Our moms a witch, and she brought me back" Ethan says as he gave me a sad but small smile as he walked away.

I could tell he felt bad about what happened, but I didn't.

(Play song) 

I looked back at Grayson as I Shook my head and walked back to the tunnels. I couldn't stand the sight of his face. I thought we had something but he just fooled me.

I could feel his presence following behind me and soon I felt a tight grip around my wrist as I was pulled into that familair room, Grayson's.

My back was slammed against the metal wall as my eyes connected with Grayson's making this raging anger came over me and I threw my hand back connecting my fist with his face making blood start running down from his nose.

I stepped back realizing what I just did and I couldnt control it. I wanted more.

I punched him again. And again. And again.

Until I felt his grip wrap around my wrist stopping my hand as he slung me to the ground making me slide and hit the wall.

I was strong. But he was stronger.

I stood up with glowing eyes as I met his red ones. He wanted to fight me, well here's his fight.

He ran towards me punching me over and over having no mercy. He was angry and he had the right to be. But so was I.

I pushed him back as I let out a growl and pinned him against the wall. Our chest were going up and down from the heavy breathing as I leaned against his toned warm body.

Our eyes met and I felt like I could just get lost in them. They faded back into there beautiful Hazel as I felt his hand glide up my side until he gripped my hips pulling me even closer.

I felt like I was under his spell again, but I didn't mind.

"Why did you make me hurt him Grayson, you knew I wasn't strong enough to control it"

I felt his grip tighten and his face softened as he just stared back into my eyes. His eyes started to glaze over as I felt his hand carelessly rubbing my cheek as he studied me.

"I had to, I didn't want to Roman, but my mother insisted on finding out exactly what you are"

My eye brows scrunched as I looked back at him confused. She knew who I was, well what I was, why would she do that to me?

"So the kiss, you meant it, or did she make you do that to? "

I flashed my lashes as I looked up at him and his beautiful eyes stared back into mine and a little smile creeped on his face as he moved closer to me and connected his soft plumped lips to mine as they moved in sync.

"I don't know you tell me Roman"