"The Beast Within" (g.d)

39.

"Hey I just wanted to say sorry about yesterday, I had no idea it was gonna turn out that way"

My eyes met Ethan's as he sat down with his arms leaning on his knees and his head in his hands.

"Don't apologize Roman, I shouldn't have pushed you to that point"

I felt bad that I tried to kill him for the second time. But I couldn't control it completely. I had to admit I enjoyed the evil that came over me. Like in a sick twisted way, I didn't want to but it was a part of me.

"You might be a pain in my ass Ethan, but the last thing I wanna do is kill you" I teased as I sat nudgeing his shoulder.

I never understood why he acted so cold towards everyone, yeah he had a dark side but he also had a fun and caring side also, he just kept it from everyone, but spending one on one time with him the last couple of weeks iv met the Ethan he shoves so far down, hidden from the world.

"I wouldn't won't anything to happen to you either Ro"

For the first time since iv met him my eyes witnessed a small smile creep up onto his face as he looked down at me cheesing. He was much more beautiful when he smiled, if only he would realize that.

I gave him one last nudge as i stood up making my way back to Grayson's room. I didn't want to leave him, especially after we both admitted we loved each other, but I needed to make things right with Ethan, because there's nothing I want more than a good friendship with him.

I couldn't help but smile as Sweat ran down his forehead as he worked out. His muscle were sticking out tremendously as he lifted himself up repeatedly letting a deep breath in and out after each pull up.

He looked so damn good right now.

"It's not good to stare doll face" he teased as a smirk appeared on his face and he dropped down from the pull up bars.

His sweaty and built body made it's way over to me as he lifted his muscle tank over his head revealing his body completely. I felt my body being lifted off the ground allowing my legs to wrap around his waist as he carried me into his bathroom turning on the shower.

His hands made there up my thighs as his fingertips looped the bottom of my shirt bringing it over my head exposing me to him.

His eyes went dark as he pulled me into him chest to chest as his lips glazed over my bare skin sending shivers down my spine as he nibbled softly on my ear causing a soft moan to leave my lips.

"It's that time Roman"