"The Beast Within" (g.d)

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It's been days since I lost him. My hearts breaks all over again everytime I hear his name, or the thoughts of him run through my mind.

Everything we've been through felt like it was just wasted because it meant nothing without him.

"Roman, come on I want to take you somewhere"

My red swollen eyes looked up meeting Ethan's as he held out his hand for me to take. He's been trying so hard to get him off my mind. But I don't want to, thinking about him makes me feel like he's somewhat still here with me.

"Maybe another day" I mumbled but for some reason he wouldn't take no for an answer.

I felt my self being liftes off the bed as he carried me into the tunnles and outside where he set me back down letting the grass go inbetween my toes.

I forgot how beautiful it was out here, and the smell of nature. Something that also takes me back to him.

"Come on"

My hand connected with his as we made our way through the beautiful woods. The sun was shining through the trees making the flowers bloom and the birds chirp. But everything still felt so cold to me.

I felt the tears resurface as the waterfall me and Grayson use to come to all the time came in sight.

Apart of me didn't want to be here, but another felt even closer to him here.

"Roman, I just wanted to say that you have been the most loyal friend to me and I'll always be thankful for you coming into my life and making me the person I am today, we've been through so much and I truly do love you, and I will miss you, and always remember you have a home here"

His arms wrapped around me pulling me into his chest as he hugged me like it was the last time. I was so confused but I couldn't find the words to speak to him.

He looked behind me nodding his head as he turned around and began to walk away.

I wanted to go after him but something told me to stay, that this is where I belonged.

I heard a snap behind me as I turned around meeting eyes with his. There he stood, beautiful and breath taking like he always did.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing and I couldn't move. I was frozen.

"Hey baby"

His deep voice ran through my ears and I knew it was real. He was here, alive.

I felt the feeling come back into my body as I ran as fast as I could into his arms taking in his touch and smell. I had so many questions but right now all I wanted was to take in this moment. This moment with him.

"How did you-"

Before I could finish he cut me off as he ran his finger across my lips taking in my appearance.

"I faked it, so we could run off together, and start a new life, just us"

A smile creeped on his face as he brought his lips to mine and I felt like I was on top of the world, like I always do when I'm with him.

It was me and him against the world, forever.

The end.