"The Beast Within" (g.d)

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The way I felt was so evil and I felt like a monster. I wanted to shut it off and walk away but I couldn't, it wouldn't let me, it was taking more control over me everytime I let it out.

I felt more connected with it as if everytime I changed I was becoming more and more like it, like we were coming together as one, Not seperate anymore.

I'll admit, I was terrified, not of them, of myself.

My eyes saw nothing but his fearful face and my body wanted nothing more than to rip his heart out.

His fist swung at me but I caught it as I slung him back. I didn't know I could do this, and I felt like something else had taken over my body and I could control it, and apart of me didn't want to.

His limp body fell onto the cage floor as he leaned up with his glazed over eyes staring back into mine.

My body walked over hovering over his as the beast became angrier by the minute.

"Welcome to hell Ethan" I growled as I pierced through his skin wrapping my hand around his heart as I ripped it out of his chest.

I saw the life leave his body as he fell limp to the ground.

My eyes looked up at Grayson's as he stood there with his red glazed over eyes staring back at me, with pain, regret, but mostly anger covering his face.

I felt the flames die down from my body as I became me again.

I looked down as I held Ethan's heart in the palm of my hands and it all started coming back to me.

What did I just do? I killed him.

"You-you killed him" Grayson shouted as he charged at me but the strength I had awakened grabbed him by the throat as I threw him across the cage as hard as I could.

I couldn't look at him, all I seen was hatred and betrayal.

What did they expect to happen, they knew more about me then I did, and I tried so hard to stop it, but it's to powerful, and I'm not strong enough to control it yet.

"I didn't mean to Grayson"

I met his eyes with mine one more time as I looked around the room seeing everyone looking at me with fear covering there faces.

I didn't want this to happen, the last thing I wanted was for everyone to hate more, but this is even worse. I scared them, and now they will forever fear me and there's nothing I can do about it.

I walked out of the cage as I tossed his bloody heart next to him as I looked back at what I had done.

He was dead and there's nothing I could do about it.

Grayson will never forgive me for this, and honesty I don't want him to, I never want to speak to him again for the rest of my life.

This was all of his fault. He used me, he tried to get me to fall for him so him and Ethan could make a huge joke out of me.

But in reality all he did was help me find who I am.

He awakened the beast within me.