Maybe it's you, maybe it's me || Markjin

Chapter 7

//The edited ver.//

"Jinyoung ah" Jinyoung turned around as he heard someone called his name. And at the entrance of the school cafeteria, there he found famous boy of the school waving at him. It's Mark.Oh no. Mark Tuan can't be here while Jinyoung is talking to Jaebum and Yugyeom while having coffee at the cafeteria.

What if Yugyeom said something about their relationship and what if Mark denies they are not dating which is obviously true? And what if Jaebum hyung gets noticed? What if-

Before Jinyoung could finish his thoughts, Yugyeom poked him.

"Oh, there is your boyfriend." The maknae said. See? That's what Jinyoung is worrying about. It is just very grateful that Mark is still far from them.

And for Mark, he would not never ever come to school earlier but he knows Jinyoung and his little friends have to come because of their early PE class. And that is the only reason why he is here, to meet Jinyoung. Mark smiled as he walked towards the owner of his favorite rosy lips. And much to his surprise, his rosy lips are smiling back at him. How unusual...yet how nice to see in the morning. To be honest, he is here to apologize Jinyoung because he thought the younger get angry with him for trying to steal a kiss yesterday.

As soon as Mark reach the table, Jinyoung grabbed him by his wrist with the strangest expression that Mark has never seen before,

"Mark!" Jinyoung said. The boy does not want the red haired to meet his friends, especially with Yugyeom, especially when both of them think they are dating.

"I have something to tell you." before Mark could say anything, he dragged him out of the school cafeteria. Although Mark really wants to know why Jinyoung looks scared and dragged him, Mark does not question anything because of two reasons. First of all, Jinyoung has never been interested in his before. Since Jinyoung smiled back at him and told him that they needed to talk, today is better than other days. At least Park Jinyoung has something to talk to him.

And second, Jinyoung hold his hand. They never have physical contact. Mark tried to hold Jinyoung by his waist or shoulder but the boy never let him. So yes, Jinyoung grabbing his wrist is such a good thing to start in the morning.

The boy dragged Mark to the store room beside the gymnasium. His Jinyoungie has something to say.

"What happened, Jinyoungie?" Mark asked as he looked at the boy who put one of his hands on his own waist and breathes heavily since they almost run to the room. And the other hand is still holding Mark... Mark likes it. But he stops smiling and tries to look somewhat serious since he knows he has to apologize Jinyoung.

"Uh?" Jinyoung has no idea what he will tell Mark. The only reason he pulled Mark is just to get him away from his best friends.

"Oh eh...I was going to say that-"

"About the kiss?" before Jinyoung finished the sentence, Mark cut in.

"The kiss?" Jinyoung almost forgot that Mark tried to kiss him beside the river. Oh right...

"I am sorry Nyoungie. Are you angry with me?" Mark asked as he tries to read Jinyoung's facial expression although he can't.

"I will not do it again. I promise. I was just carried away by how beautiful you look. I am sorry I will do anything. Please, let me make it up to you." Mark continued. Jinyoung has to admit that he gets surprised by how serious Mark looks like now. He was definitely angry with Mark for trying to kiss him but what is important now is not Jinyoung anger or Mark apology. It is Jinyoung to cover up his lie for Jaebum and Yugyeom.

"A-anything?" Jinyoung asked.

"Yes. Of course. Anything for you." Mark said with his assuring voice.

"C-can you pick me up after school? I-I think I will be tired because of morning PE class." Second lie. Jinyoung said the second lie. First, he lied about Mark and him dating. Now he is lying to Mark. But the older is so stupidly falling for the younger that he does not see what is happening.

Mark almost jumped with Joy from happiness. His Jinyoungie is asking him to pick him up. If this is the dream, then he will keep dreaming. But if this is the sweet dream followed by the nightmare, he will keep dreaming again. Because his Jinyoung created this dream after all.

... Too sweet to be real...

"Of course! I will be there."

Jinyoung does that killer smile again as he thanks Mark. He leaves the room quickly since he knows he is late for PE class. And somehow the guilt is stick with Jinyoung.

Jinyoung felt guilty.

He knows that just because he doesn't want Jackson back in his life, he shouldn't use Mark. But then what would you do when you don't want to miss someone? You stop talking about it. What would you do when you don't want someone in your life? You erase them.

Right. That is what Jinyoung is going to do. He has once erased Jackson when the latter walked out of his life but seems like he didn't. Jackson comes back.

Then that makes Jinyoung to use everything that takes to erase Jackson again. And that takes Mark.

Just for a time being... Jinyoung will use Mark. And he will let him go. And for that, he can't be guilty. Jinyoung told himself not to feel guilty...because it is only for the time being.

And after that, I'll let you go...

Jackson's POV

He knows that Jinyoung will hate him if he comes to his school but the urge to meet his masterpiece never stops him from going.

He is now waiting in front of the school, looking at his watch and counting down the time to meet used-to-be-his-Jinyoung.

He waited another ten minutes and here he is, walking out from the school. As beautiful as always. Oh, how he misses that soft brown hair with pouted lips.

Jackson did not go to the boy. He just stands behind some cars parked in front of the school and enjoys the graceful scene. Every moment that Jinyoung made is good and all but that was only until Jinyoung got in to some luxury car. And if Jackson is not wrong, he did see someone with red hair got out from the car just to open the door for Jinyoung. And he even saw some girls go aww for that red hair guys gesture.

Who the hell is that guy?

What hurts Jackson the most is when Jinyoung smiles back at that guy.

Wait...Is that the guy whom Jinyoung ask to pick him up yesterday? Jackson feels so frustrated at how Jinyoung is seeing some rich kid who looks like all he could give the younger is money.

Jackson left Jinyoung but the reason was not because he does not love him, it's just that he felt like what Jinyoung gave him is much more than what he could give to the younger.

Jackson wasn't good at expressing his feelings and yes, he was a selfish asshole. That is why he made Jinyoung upset more often then he made me smile. And that is why he chose to let Jinyoung go.

But little did Jinyoung know that Jackson had already promised himself to win Jinyoung back since he left out of the café where he broke up with the younger...