As I woke up my stiff eyes adjusted to the darkness that surrounded me, my back was laid against the concrete bathroom floor. as I slowly got up I started to realise the immense pain I felt on my face, I slowly walked over to the light switch and turned it on, walking back over to the sink I lifter my head taking a deep breath before I looked at my face I gasped at what I saw staring back at me.
my eyes were swollen with a dark red and black circle in both eyeballs, there was a large cut under my newly shaped brow from Kingsleys ring. I looked down to my lips they we just bust open from when he smashed my head into the toilet boil. As much as I wanted to cry I held it in and just stood there starting at how ugly I looked right then, I had dry blood all over my face! there was no way that this Nicole sky almond could let any man do this shit to her and forgive him but that Nicole wasn't the same Nicole that was looking back at me now!, look at me im pathetic 21 years old and letting her man beat her up and treat me like im nothing!.
walking over to the bath I set the water wanting to wash all the blood off my face, I turned off the water after 5 minutes and climbed in letting out a loud sigh of relief, at least I was still alive I thought to myself.
I sunk right down to the bottom of the bath making the warm water relax my whole body, I closed my eyes thinking about kingsleys face, his hazel eyes turned black, his smooth coffee colour turned red with anger an pain his beautiful eyes wide as he screamed at me, his words rang in my ears repeatedly making my heart sting. As much pain as I was in nothing hurt more then what he said to me I felt his pain and it hurt me more then any thing to now I caused it by hitting him like that, I had no right but neither did he!.
After half and hour the water became cold forcing me to come out. I got changed into my tracksuit bottoms and big jumper. Walking down the hall I heard the TV was on so I walked in slowly I don't think kingsley heard me come in because his eyes were closed and his hands behind his head but as I got closer he opened his eyes and looked at me. I turned my head away and sat down on the couch on the other side of the room as much as I kept my blurred eyes on the telly I could feel his gaze on me. he came and sat next to me with out saying a word he was just staring at me but I couldn't look at him I just couldn't.
"Im so sorry kingsley i....i really never ment to hurt you I swear!, you just started treating me like shit out of no where! I'm so sorry I never ever should have punched you!" I looked up into his eyes and they had softened again, he looked like my Kingsley.
"Don't ever put your hands on me again and I will never put my hands on you again" with that said Kingsley kissed me softly on the nose and lifted me up to sit on his lap, of course we didn't speak of what had just happened in depth, instead i led him to the bed room where we both released our frustrations in a 'healthier way', I hide my tears all the way though, I just couldn't take it how much things had changed, why was we now hitting each other and avoiding each other!, we had only been together for one day and look how that ended!what made things worst was Kingsley was so gentle with me when we made love, it was like he put his apology on the end of his dick.
That night I cried my self to sleep in his arms he kept kissing my tears way even though they wouldn't stop. Kingsley didn't apologise to me not once but his actions made me know he was truly sorry I tried to do the same but I just couldn't shake the feeling of sadness, I hated the person I was now with Kingsley so much had changed for us two childhood sweethearts now having to face adulthood for the first time together I was petrified of who I would grow into beside Kingsley but my heart was latched to his I had put him right here and the guilt I felt would never leave me.
