Looking back on everything from my past how could I not have kingsley in my life he was my rock the soul reason for why I was still alive and fighting trying to get on with my life he isn't a bad person yeah he hit me and he killed a guy but so what his mine kingsley is mine! he always will be mind body and sprit. That night I found out he new every thing of what I had to do they had given him a second chance at life too. But he didn't wont to go though life with out me too were in love you cant replace love with nothing not even if you tried.
As you are guessing me and kingsley become an item again but this time are relationship was built on trust we was the kind of people this time with not so many problems my mum and dad wasn't abusive and drunks they were loving and caring. My siblings on the other hand pssht they were more fucked up then before. Like I said you cant control fate. Lacy ran away from home at the age of 14 like I guessed! Kade was locked up for rape when he was 16 and jade he turned out to be the "normal" one apart from the fact that he was gay but as the years went on he seemed to get on with it better then I had thought. are relationship as brother and sister became a lot stronger and to my surprise he turned out to be the brother I wished to have in kade careing, protective, loving. I cant lie I was scared when him and kingsley got to be friends but that soon pasted as kingsley reassured me that he didn't wont to relive history. Im not saying that my life was perfect or that it was a happy ever after but the time I had was amazing but I guess this time around it wasn't my turn.....
Thank you god for giving me the sense and strength to go though and be the women I am today. Thank you god for loving me saving me making me see the light I love you I ow you I thank you.
Kingsley: I love you Nicole
Me: I love you too Kingsley I watched as he stared down at are twins in complete awe his eyes glistened his beautiful smile wide he was mesmerised as I watched I could feel my body wonting to slit away I new it was time but I just needed one more look one more hold
Me: let me hold them a second I told kingsley he nodded and passed my baby daughter and son to me getting out his recorder he filmed me singing to them I rocked them gently in my arms an held back the floods of tears I wonted to shed. I had given my life to my children they wasn't ment to be born but I made a deal with god to take my life and give it to them now it was my time to go. Closing my eyes I held them close to my chest.
Me: I will always love you no matter what don't be angry or sad because I'll always be here for you watching you guiding you in the right path look after you daddy and don't let him have no hoes on my house! turning to kingsley I opened my heavy eyes he was crying he placed his hand my cheek and looked deep into my eyes
Kingsley: there aint never gonna be any one like you Nicole I-I-I love you his voice croaked he planted a salty wet kiss on my lips and watched the life slip away from my stiff body....
I will always love you Nicole sky almond even after death.
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