Flash back 4 years ago
Kingsley pov
Sitting down in this dirty coloured cream room staring at the walls that surrounded me I realized that I didn't ever wont to be here again. It was the middle of the night my first night in this place I couldn't cry nah I didn't wont to seem like a pussy I had to stay strong not just for me but for Nicole to I have to make it out of her for her! I am all she has. I laid back on the bed and closed my eyes every time I closed my eyes I had a vision im my head of Nicole screaming my name clutching on to the gate looking scared I didn't wont to leave my baby like that I should have ran with her but...damn im just sick of running my whole life that's all I've done I couldn't bring Nicole into it too..... I was awoken In the middle of the night by a high pitched whaling coming from above me I heard another voice aswell telling them to be quiet the bunk bed rocked back and forth and a loud grunting sound made me jump out my hard itchy bed
Me: WHAT THE FUCK! I looked up and saw two boys a likkel older then me humping I was shocked nah allow that I was sickened the oldest one stopped what he was doing and I noticed that the boy under him was crying I looked from him and back at this hench black man I might aswell call him. He was getting up from the bed and we were now face to face well nose to chest he was taller then me.
Him: hmm...wa'um pretty boy you nuh warn some too?! He questioned me with a smirk I ent gonna lie I was shook this big hench batty man was towering over me asking man if I wonna fuck. Kmt!! From that day on I became his "bitch" some times I just couldn't take it any more and I would try end it but salum one of ma good friends in there would always stop before I took it too far.
Back to now
I guess your wondering why im telling you this...after I came out of prison I realised that Nicole was the reason all this shit had happened to me her! if I didn't know her my life would have been a lot better and may be just may be me kingsley could have been something not doing drug's and killing people or getting fucking raped by MEN!! For nearly five years still at the age of 21. I know now that it wasn't her fault I even knew before the coma but its too late not because well she knows what I've done she knows that I.....had sex with her brother!
Nicole: Kingsley....was all she whispered before she blacked out the nurse's ran in and took her into another room I just sat and held my head down thinking...am I gay doe!?
