I stopped at looked at kingsley deep into the eyes we was sitting watching TV I still hadn't decided if I wonted kingsley back yet but all the things he said about all the things in the past we'd been though running though my head were making me keep thinking about certain things I didn't wont too. Out of no were I just bursted in to tears how could my mum leave me why did she leave me she said she loved me im only 17 how am I ment to become a mother and raise my baby brother when I don't know what a real mom is fucking like she left me in my time of need. Whats she running away from this time!... Kingsley saw I was crying and held me in his arms rocking me slowly back and forth telling me he loves me. I closed my eyes and dreamt about my past and what it use to be like when "the almond family" were perfect....
10 years ago
Before Nicole met Kingsley
Mum: come on every one get into the car before were late! My mum called from the bottom of the stairs smiling in her beautiful yellow dress that flowed to just above her knee her hair in a neat pulled back bun with a full front fringe my mummy she was so beautiful I though as I walked down stairs in my pink butterfly dress with my sister lacy in the same dress just in purple she was only 2years older then me we jumped into the car and dad waited for the boys to get in as we did I saw a boy and his mum holding hands walking into a house a couple doors down from are house. This boy was so handsome he had long cainrowed hair sparkly hazel eyes and dimples I smiled at him and he stuck his tough out at me which made me frown and start to cry kade came into the car and noticed I was crying.
Kade: aww baby whats wrong
Jade: oh leave her likkel baby always crying kmt I looked up and jade and cryed some more he was always so mean to me kade kmt at jade and hugged me then whispered to me
Kade: don't listen to him Nicky he past me a pink bonbon and kissed my fore head.
Daddy started driving the car and we made are way to my uncle nelsons house he was having a surprise birthday party for jade and kade they were turning 12 today they thought we was going to the sea life centre I couldn't wait for the cake yummy. Ten minutes into the drive mum and dad started arguing about directions to "the sea life centre" mum was saying left dad right I know many people have arguments over dirctions but dad was driving down a busy road while mum and dad was arguing jade and kade were playing dares and me and lacy was playing i-spy we over heard jade dare kade to open the door and hang out for 10 seconds so him being silly he slowly opened the door as dad was driving fast down the busy road arguing with mum kade didn't have a seat belt on he opened the door fully and hung out jade counted but I didn't like it he looked like he was going to drop I climbed over lacy as jade counted slowly to ten dad made a sharp left as kade was still hanging out the car and he swung out the car onto the busy motorway with me kade held me in his arms tightly as we rolled to the middle of the motorway were the mental bar is that separates the cars and trucks we had to cross the trucks to get back to are car mum and dad were screaming at us to stay where we were but kade was getting scared he has anxiety and doesn't like much nose we hugged on to each other tightly as mum and dad screamed at us from the other side I could see my mum crying and dad had gone bright red with anger. I was shook then out of no where kade left go off me and ran into the busy road I was screaming for him to come back I needed him. a truck was driving fast coming up to kade but kade was to busy running to notice the truck sent his little body flying into the air up over the truck roof and down on the floor the traffic stopped at the sound of my mums high pitched piecing scream her whole face white kade's body shaking he was having a fit like or some thing all the cars had stopped I was the first to run over to kade his head cracked open his eyes fluttering he opened his lips to speak
Kade: Nicole always take....(he took a breath).... chance's when you gotta .....(another breath)....run-run never back down always be a.... fighter he kissed my hand and that Was all he said his eyes rolled back and the blood poured out more his twisted body broken and bashed he was zipped up into a black bag with my mother at the side screaming how this was my fault it wasn't though was it jade stood and looked at me like I was the most sickening thing he had ever seen...we all followed the ambulance in silence me lacy and jade waited in the waiting area for my mum and dad as the sighed the death certificate for kade. He was gone not here any more I didn't cry I couldn't I couldn't breath I'd never felt hurt like this in all my life.
