Looking around my surroundings I was just too shocked lacy was staring at me as if I was mad.
Lacy: no Nicole that's a bad word she said looking at me funny wrinkling her button nose. I moved away from her remembering all she had done to me in the pa...future? I was so confused I just didn't know what to say think any thing. Looking at the pink alarm clock on my white desk it read 2:45 AM looking back on lacy I wondered why she was up so late.
Me: why you in my room for! Looking away from me she hesitated to answer me
Lacy: I heard you talking to some one I thought I might have been daddy she said looking down I nodded not getting why she would come into my room if my dad was in here kmt. I layed my self back down into my comfy bed thing about what my daughter and kade had...KADE! Just then it hit me that he was still alive a wide smile crept up on my once glum face pushing lacy away from me I got up out the bed and ran to my door.
I stood out side his brown door that had all his art work on taking a deep breath in I opened the door lightly the room was lit with a yellow glow I looked around and there he was my older brother sitting at his desk talking on the phone I frowned wondering who he was talking to so late. Shutting the door back lightly kade spun his chair around looking dead at me.
Kade: oi let me call you back. He said then locked off
Kade: nicki what you doing up so late? He asked standing up and picking me up
Me: I just wonted to see you again I said with tears of joy rolling down my fat cheeks I wrapped my arms around his neck and inhaled is sweet scent.
Walking me over to his bed we both got in and snuggled up together. I remembered moments like this all the time when he'd let me sleep in his warm bed and he'd sing to me till I fell asleep then as I drifted off he'd plant a single kiss on my cheek then he'd go sleep. Singing pretty wings by Maxwell his sweet melodrotic voice sent me into another world I listened to every lyric he song every breath he took I watched as his eyes glistened I was just so happy to have kade back.
Kade n jades birthday the next morning
Mum: nicki sweetie time to get up now come on my eyes slowly opened to see my mum smiling brightly in my face she was in her dressing gown shaking my gently. Taking her hand wearily she lead me to the bathroom were my bubble bath was already set.
Mum: come on Nicole hurry up just standing there staring lol come on we cant be late for the party she wink at me smiling then it hit me it was jade n kade's birthday also the same day I first saw my kingsley!
Me and lacy walked down the stairs in the same type of dress my was rushing us to the car I was so nerves they said kade wasn't ment to die but how could I stop fate im only one person as I was about to step into the car my eye caught a little boy n his mum walking into a house next to are's....
Me: Kingsley?....KINGSLEY! I shouted out of excitement the little boy and his mum looked back at me before going into the house my heart dropped remembering he doesn't even know I existed sighing I got into the car I was strapped in by my dad his touch made me shudder I wondered if he was raping lacy at this time before kade died. I shook that though out my head as the car started up.
Kade: you wont a pink bonbon kade asked me I nodded and held my small hand out.
Jade: kmt why don't I get one he asked giving me the evils I never new why jade didn't like me maybe I should find out.
Me: kmt don't be looking at me like that you fucking money batty boy ninja! I heard a gasp then slapped my hand over my mouth remembering that I was only seven I shouldn't know these words
Dad: Nicole do not let me ever hear you talk like that again you hear me say sorry! He said giving me a stern look.
Me: sorry jade I didn't mean it I said making my voice sound more baby like
Jade: hmmm he said looking out the window....shit I need to stop that i thought to my self as we pulled onto the moto way
jade: come kade lets play dares he smirked at kade my belly did a summer sult knowing this was my time to shine its now ir never right?
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