Aunty: Nicole.....Nicole sweetie wake up were here
I opened my eyes to find we was just pulling up in the drive way of my ant and uncles house there was nuff cars out side parked up and some of little my cousins were on the drive making snow men and snow angels they looked so cute. we all got out the car and I helped shayella and kade get out the car. Kade looked eager to join in with the other children but shay just held on to my hand tightly looking around scared its not like she don't know her cousins there always coming over and visiting I just think she doesn't like big crowds and there was well over 15 children playing out side in my ant and uncles big front garden I looked over to the wall to my left to see my 4 cousins Joel, kenzo, Zach, and Lexis sitting with there friends smoking and talking I smiled and picked shay up and walked over to them.
Lexis: yoo Nicole swear down every time I see you yeah just get more sexy
Joel: hmm truss me! They both licked there lips and I laughed at there silly ness
They all jumped of the wall and hugged me and shay
Kenzo: aww shay-shay you've gotten big since I seen you last init you wont a sweet...? They looked at her waiting for a answer but she still didn't say nothing jus shock her head and turned it the other way we all rolled are eyes I wish shed just talk its getting boring now talking to her and getting know response its like she mentally challenged or some shit im just sick of it now!. I know shes my daughter and I love her with all my heart but I wont my baby to talk be lively like kade but she just clings on to me like say she's scared of the world kmt she don't even laugh or make emotional sounds she's just silent the more I thought about it the more I felt sorry for her she's so beautiful and cute you cant help but look at her she looks just like....kingsley wow I haven't thought about him in a while
I hugged shay closer to my body and walked in side to say hello to the rest of the family. I walked into the front room and held my breath expecting the same thing to happen as what happened in my dream but lacy wasn't sitting on the chair well why would she? None of the family would wont to see her after what she did on her 15 birthday fucking bitch she could be dead for all I care! I sat shayella next to me and looked around taking a deep breath in and listened to all the laughing of grown ups and children around me it was so nice to be here again.
Later that day
Aunty Yolanda: every body come into the front room I have some news! My aunty bellowed we all made are was to the living room and sat down there was over 30 of us in this massive room there was
My Nan and granddad: eve and Lloyd
My nans younger sister and older brothers
Rico, George, Vivien
Uncle Rico his wife Isabelle
There children
Roy, Donald, john these are all my older cousins but I call them uncle and aunty out of respect
Uncle George his wife novelette
There children
Adam, Sinead, Paul, harry
Aunty Vivian her lover Joe
There daughter
Eliza
My Nan and granddad and
There 6 children
Uncle Lloyd junior his wife aunty Jill
There children Zach 21, jade 8, kenzo 17
Aunty Yolanda her husband Lester
There children Joel 24, kizzy 16, Hayden 9, Oliver 29
