4months later
Kingsley
I was sitting in my flat just staring at the blank TV screen wishing I had Nicole beside me chatting shit in ma ears as she always did on Sundays I hadn't seen her since the time she ended it in the kitchen I thought I'd give her space to realise she needed me on her own but damn was I wrong not even Reece wonted to speak to me I felt to cry but nah I gotta stay strong. Why the fuck did I fuck her brother im not even gay yeah I've had sex with men before but not willingly I was raped I didn't enjoy it I didn't enjoy sleeping with jade but the thing is when im past vex I will do any thing to get back at that person. I already beat her up so there was no point of doing it again I just couldn't bring ma self to hurt her like that. But by fucking jade I messed up his a man like A FUCKING MAN if my boys every found out about this I'd get killed but jade man his on some next tip bout he loves me and all that shit im just not feeling it I don't have any feelings for him at all but he keeps bugging me every fucking day he phones me comes round ma yard banging off ma door im just sick of it I sighed and got up from the chair I couldn't be in this flat no more I needed to see Nicole I hadn't even bothered to go see ma daughter in how long every thing I did lately was about getting Nicole back and until she was mine again nothing else matters.
Nicole
I was sitting in the front room with Reece he had invited some of his friends over from school and they were playing games on the Xbox some thing called heavy rain or some shit it was good though the graphic's almost looked real. Then all of a sudden I felt the baby kick I was shocked this was the first time it happened I screamed out in excitement which scared the boys they all looked at me shook.
Reece: oh fuck its too early oh god why man....
Me: lol carm down the baby kicked come feel I smiled and all 6 of them came over to me and put there hand on my over grown tummy for 5 months I was massive they all smiled as they felt the baby kick then moved away as I had just farted and it didn't smell to nice.
Keel: eeew man that stinks Nicole
All of them: TRUST ME they all coved there faces and Reece got the oust and sprayed the room. The door knocked and I got up slowly and answered I smiled when I saw it was my friends from college Emma, Joel, Hayden, Shane and latria
Me: hay come in they all hugged me and kissed ma tummy they walked into the front room and sat down I closed the door and walked in and sat down Reece and his friends went upstairs to his room.
Let me introduce my friends
Emma ¼ cast long blonde n brown curly hair bright green eyes
Rude always got something to say. Too funny
Joel ½ Guyanese ½ Hindu shape up black eyes dark toffee skin
Loud always got jokes abit of a gyalise.
Hayden full Jamaican (like me) light skin brown eyes high top
Abit dopey cute
Shane mixrace ½ Jamaican ½ Irish caramel colour
Really sweet the one to make you smile when sad
Latria ½ Jamaican ¼ chinky ¼ Brazilian abit on the sketty
Side she really nice kinda like a best friend known her since I was 4 were
Like sisters.
I sat down slowly and watched as they spoke it was so nice to be around my friends again having the freedom to speak to them with worrying if I said to much or what kingsley would think of me speaking the way I do when around my friends not saying I don't miss kingsley I do but he hurt me more then words could begin to explain.
Joel: yoo Nicole mans talking to you yeah know bah airing me lol I turned to face him smiling
Me: sorry I was miles away what you say?
Joel: I was asking if your coming out for ma birthday this week end
Me: hmm what you doin?
Joel: going....
Hayden: on Friday were going for a big meal at pizza hut just the main people then....
Emma: Saturday his having a house party and Sunday his spending the day with his family init you on it babes she finished the sentence for Hayden and joel see what I mean about rude lol
Me: yeah course man you know im there
Shane: rr fuck your brother came down college on Friday lookin for you bah talking shit bout you've taken kingsley away from him...no offenses but your brother looked fucked...
Latria: yeah like his on drugs or some shit they all nodded in agreement and I just sat there in shock I now me and jade don't get on at all but his still ma brother and as much as I hate him there's still apart of me that loves him unconditionally It hurts to know his back on coke again after every thing he went though last time.....
It was now half 10 at night the guys had left half n hour ago my head and mouth was killing me from laughing too much I was happily smiling to ma self while jovan played with his Ben 10 watch it was bank holiday Monday tomorrow so I said he could stay up late. Reece went out with his friends and wont be back till Monday so it was just me and likkel man. Jovan Is living with me and Reece now I did go back to my moms a week after jade gave him to me but she wasn't there the house was empty she just upped and moved with out even a phone call nothing all that was left was a smashed picture of "the family" my mum and dad at the top holding my older sister lacy my two twin brother's jade and kade then me in kade's arms jovan wasn't born yet but that was are happy family back when my dad didn't rape my sister and kade was still alive when mum didn't drink and jade didn't take drugs because he couldn't live with the fact that he is gay life was good and nothing could get me down we was the perfect black family the almonds nothing could break us apart.
Jovan waddled over to me and gave me a chocolate smiling at me brightly I cooed at him and picked him up.
Me: aww baby thank you I love you jojo you know that right.
Jovan: I love you to he gave me a big kiss then yawned and snuggled up on my lap we sat and watched big brother...the adverts came and I carried jovan's sleeping body up to bed I was really lucky to get this house it was ment to be a 3 bed room house but I got them to expand it into a 5 bed room a likkel bit of crying can get you a long way trust me. I walked back down stairs and the baby started kicking like mad it kinda hurt but it felt good at the same time I was about to go in the kitchen when the bell rang I waddled over to the door and was shocked to see kingsley standing infront of me. his eyes glistening with hope I really didn't wont to see him right now he opened his mouth to speak and kept it hanging when he saw my massive belly he gasped I watched as his whole face turned white his eyes rolled to the back of his head and he dropped to the floor...I guess shocked isn't the word then!
