Kingsley and Reece managed to get back into the hospital and where able to sit down in the chairs next to My body, Kingsley said I looked so pale He just couldn't believe this was his love his baby laying here so helpless.
The doctor had told us that the wound inflicted was so deep I'd had to have a blood transfusion which the sedated me for, the doctors informed Kingsley I maybe in a coma for a few days while my body recover.
Kingsley didn't know what to do with himself as he stared looking all bewildered, his brother Reece he was scared of losing me, this had trigged up bottled away emotions Reece carried from his own mothers death, I was hard to see two people you love hurting so deeply while you scream at yourself inside your own head to get up.All I could think about Was hugging reece and Kingsley like babies in my arms and telling them everything is ok. Ebut there I was laying in a coma unable to move to be honest though deep down it was a good thing I couldn't hug him I knew he wouldn't want to be cuddled right now it just wasn't Reece's thing. We sat there for ages just staring at him wishing he'd wake up and be his old self but he just laid there motionless nothing was happening
Me: come it think we should go home now. He simply nodded at me and we was just about to leave when faith and Kayla came into the room. I so vex why did this bitch have to come I don't mind Kayla but faith!....
Faith: why didn't you call me and tell me he was in here! I looked at her like are you fucking dumb
Me: why am I going to fone you when...
Faith: I don't wont to hear it come on Kayla sit down next to daddy. I really cant stand this bitch I swear...I looked over at Reece and he was just standing by the door looking lost still I think he just needed to eat and sleep maybe even cry abit but not infront of me though. Kayla climbed on top of kingsley and kissed him on the nose it was so cute she just loved him so much and you could tell when ever they were around each other.
A month later
Kingsley was still in a coma but the doctors say his going along progess wise his heart has heeled and he doesn't look as pale as before. I had to move out the flat and now I've moved into a apartment around the corner from the old flat I just thought it would make sense because of the break in and that also we needed move space now that Reece has moved in and that fact that IM PREGNANT!! It was a lot to wrap my head around especially with Kingsley in a coma, I had my first scan last week Reece came with me fot noral support and frankly I was great full, Reece was the closed thing I have to Kingsley after all.
I haven't got the chance to go down to the hospital yet, partly because I knew faith would be down there, faith's whole attitude had been funny with me from the moment she arrived at the hospital on the first night, it was starting to irk my spirit so much that I found myself avoiding even being Kingsley,on this particular day though my insides started to tingle with this overwhelming feeling that something was going to happen.
"REECE!, COME WE'RE GOING!" Shouting from my front door I nervously gathered my keys.
"We got into my black mini and drove to the hospital. We both walked into the room and to my surprise faith wasn't there Reece sat down while I fixed kingsley's pillows as I was doing this I noticed his finger twitched I didn't get excited it happens all the time but then his eyes started to flutter I stood back away from him alarmed but excited.
"Quick get the doctors!" I shouted, Reece ran and got the doctors as Kingsley's life support started beeping out of control. I watched in horror as Kingsleys body started to jolt twist and shake until he started to have a fit. I coukd feel the tears streaming down my face but I felt shell shocked, just watching the way his body fought to come out his deep sleep really frightened me.
the doctors and nurses came rushing in, pushing me out the room as I sobbed they started work on Kingsley. I watched through the window looking into his room, the Doctors stood around Kingsley furiously trying to at pumpthe life back into him, it felt as if every thing was moving in slow motion, I couldn't breath the tears just kept streaming down my face, I couldn't bring myself to move from watching Kingsley begging god to spare his life, I turned briefly to look at Reece who just sat on the chairs with his head in his handsFaith: OMG YOU SEE I LEAVE HIM FOR FIVE MINTUES AND LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE NICOLE LO....I slapped her right across her greasy face who does she think she is to keep talking to me like this after every thing I've been though I don't need to hear her shit! She stood there holding her face looking shocked then she bursted into tears like she was proper bawling I didn't know what to do so I just stood and watched her what else could I do really.
A hour later the doctors came out they said he was awake I took a deep breath in and stood up I walked in the with faith and Reece behind me he was laying there his eyes open when he saw me he smiled
Kingsley: Nicole he smiled I walked up to him and hugged the life out of him I felt his tears on my neck I pulled away from him after a while and sat down on the chair still smiling at me.
Reece: shit you had me scared you know man they spudded each other then hugged faith just stood by the chair staring I really didn't wont her here this was family time she didn't come into family.
Me: erm kingsley i...
Faith: why don't you tell her? I turned around to face her she stood with her hand on her hip looking down at me and Kingsley
Me: tell me what!
Kingsley: faith now isn't the fucking time!
Faith: well then when is the RIGHT TIME KINGSLEY WHEN!
She stood there looking really angry I was just looking at them like what going on
Me: whats going on? Kingsley looked at faith then at me but nothing came out his mouth so faith said it when she started talking I couldn't believe it the words were coming out but they weren't getting to my ears my heart was beating fast as she spoke I broke down into tears my heart hurt and I couldn't breath why how he'd only been out for a month and a couple of weeks but yet all this had managed to happen and now this....
