Nicole
2Weeks later
I woke up with a splitting headache you know that feeling you have when you wake up after crying your self to sleep yup that's how I felt. Why did this have to happen to me my boyfriend a batty man not only that but...but....he fucked MY brother! I was past angry I was livid how fucking dare he and then tell me his sorry nah fuck that. I got out of bed and rubbed my belly and sighed I walked down stairs to find Reece sitting in the kitchen just staring into space I walked up to him and put my arms around him he flinched at first and then sighed when he realised it was me.
Reece: what you doing up this late? He asked me dryly
Me: I was about to ask you the same thing...couldn't sleep just thinking about kingsley and jade( my brother) makes me wont to shot my self lol I tried to laugh it off but I was being serious Reece just looked at me blankly not knowing what to say or do lately that's all he does is look blankly at me his eyes looked so empty. I smiled looking at him with sympathy in my eyes.
Me: you know I ....the door bell rang as I was about to speak I went to the door and was met with a tall dark skinned boy holding a likkel boy in his arms he gave me a dirty look and stepped aside and my eyes were met with kingsleys sexy hazel eyes looking down at me I was lost I had to quickly look away before I fell in deeper love with kingsley. I looked from kingsley to the dark skin boy again and realised it was...
Me: JADE!!...the pitch of my voice scared the likkel boy in his arms as he started to cry I felt bad I stretched my arms out and rocked him walking more into my house leaving the door open. I looked down at this likkel boy he was clearly my nephew he looked just like jade the same eyes nose mouth and ears he was mixrace like a tanned complexion with sky blue eyes and curly light brown hair he has a dimple in his left cheek just like jade to. He was beautiful I walked into the kitchen and Reece was gone I guess he knew Kingsley was coming I sat the likkel boy down on the kitchen counter and gave him some chocolate.
Kingsley: you ready to talk to me now b? I turned around to face him and almost wished I didn't him and jade were standing side by side I wonted to throw up I just felt sick I rubbed my belly and remembered I hadn't told kingsley about are baby yet and to be perfectly honest I wasn't planning to do so. Why should my child have to grown up with a farther at bisexual or gay NO!! don't get me wrong I don't have a problem with gay people its just that I'd rather my child not be around some body like that thinking that its ok to flint from one sex to another its not far. Kingsley moved from the door and came and held my hands staring into my eyes at first I felt sick but that soon pasted and I just got that warm feeling I get when he touches me. he gently stroked my cheek with his hand and it was all over...he leaned down and kissed me gently on the lips as he was doing this I looked over at jade who was screwing me hard....
Jade: bitch! He walked out the house living his son behind I didn't get it why I was just confused I moved away from kingsley and I was completely speech less
Me: whats going on kingsley are you gay!...are you and jade in a relationship...
Kingsley: NO don't be dumb I ju...
Me: KINGSLEY YOU FUCKED MY BROTHER A MAN A BOY UP THE BUM HOLE YOU COULD HAVE ANY THING...IF YOU DON'T LI...
Kingsley: stop shouting at me im not gay or bi I just wonted to hurt you if you had a sister I would have fucked her but I didn't did I baby I love you more then I could even begin to explain baby I cant lose you over some thing like this he ment nothing to me baby please. I looked at him for a while but it wasn't the same I just couldn't stand here and pretend that I could accept the fact that my man the farther to my unborn child had sex with a man MY BROTHER!!
Me: I just cant do this kingsley im sorry...
Kingsley: no Nicole please it was a mistake please I need you ok I just....he broke down into tears causing me to cry
Me: kingsley please don't make this hard I moved him away from me and picked up the likkel boy off the counter he was so cute I kissed him on the cheek and handed him to kingsley but he pasted him back.
Kingsley: jade said your mom couldn't cope no more. I looked down and realised that this likkel boy in my arms was my brother I broke down into more tears realising that this was my baby brother jovan then I remembered the last time I ever saw him...
Mum: GET OUT NICOLE JUST GET OUT!
Me: please mum I have no were to go im sorry mum! I looked at my mum as she drunkenly pushed me out my bedroom I looked back at her boyfriend who was in my bed I scrambled my clothes to gether and ran out my room into the bathroom locking the door behind me I was only 12 at the time how was I ment to put up with getting raped every night be my mums man and then when she see's him she's telling me to get out I looked over and saw that jovan was laying in the bath he just had on a dirty unchanged nappy on he was only 4weeks old I took my jumper off and wrapped it around him then changed him dirty nappy I started into his sky blue eyes and cryed why did it have to be this way. From then on I stayed with kingsley when my mum was in her bad moods which was most of the time
Back to now
I looked up at kingsley and he was just staring at me I looked away wiping my tears rocking jovan gently to get him to sleep.
Kingsley: I love you Nicole your all I have and all I wont I've never loved any one as much as you.
Me: i just cant do this right know...please kingsley just go he sighed wiping his tears and simply kissed me on the cheek and left I held my cheek and breathed in...I still love him
