reset || han jisung

chapter 3

jisung and i were walking home. he lives one block up the street from me so we walked home silently. i had so many questions but i didn't dare ask.

"oh my gosh, eunah!!" i turned around and saw my group of friends. they ran to me and hugged me tightly. "we thought something had happened to you because we couldn't find you. thank God you are okay" chan said while hugging me the tightest.

"i am okay. i just treated jisungs wounds. but t seems like you guys have wounds too. let's all go to my house. i'll treat your wounds and make dinner. are you guys okay with that?" i said looking at the 8 boys in front of me who was legit giants compared to me. they all nodded while chan interlocked my hand with his again. "you can come too jisung... i know you want to" i said to jisung as i looked at him.

we again we loud and obnoxious. being typical teenagers. we were laughing and yelling again, we were acting as if nothing in this cruel world was wrong. jisung smiled a bit at the jokes but kept quiet.

"jisung-ah, we're all on good terms now. open up. don't be quiet, this isn' like you." changbin said while he patted jisungs back. jisung let our a chuckle and gave me an okay sign with his hands. a few moments later jisung was the one cracking all the jokes which made everyone laugh. it felt like old times and truthfully, i was scared a bit. what if jisung leaves again? what if i fall in love deeper for jisung? what if it all falls apart again?

i was in my own world for a few moments until i felt chans hands let go of him to open my home door. i thanked him and walked in as if nothing happened.

we all sat down and i treated their wounds carefully. everytime they winced i'd pat them a bit letting them know it was okay. it always used to be them taking care of me, but now i take care of them and it's somewhat funny. i finished treating all of them and i made my way to the kitchen.

"can i help you?" i turned around to see jisung with an apron on ready to help. i nodded as i washed my hands with his. our hands touched as we both reached for the soap and i felt my face turn red. i felt like the world stopped - even if it was just touching his hand, i felt a whole bunch of emotions.

he grabbed the vegetables he was washif and started chopping them up. as i looked at him i felt my eyes get watery and i started crying. i missed this, i missed us, i missed our memories. this just happened to be one of the many memories we had shared together.

"oh eunah, you're crying! i'm sorry for cutting the onions around you. i forgot you hate that." he said as his eyes showed guilt. i looked down at the onion and smiled a bit.

"i miss this. i miss you. i miss us." i said as i looked up at him and chuckled sarcastically. "han jisung, you damaged me and i'm not sure why but it kills me everyday to know i love you this much." he looked up at me.

"l-love? you didn't say it in past tense... you said it in present. eunah, do you still love me?" he said with water filling up his beautiful eyes.

"...yes jisung, i still do love you." i said as i wiped away my tears and turned back to cooking.