reset || han jisung

chapter 1

i woke up sweating, panting. i dreamt of him, again. everytime i sleep or nap i get memories of jisung and i. everytime i blink, i see him the way he was before he was cold and rude.

"hey you okay?" my seatmate seungmin whispered to me. we were all a group. seungmin, jisung, felix, chan, changbin, minho, hyunjin, jeongin, mina and i. we all were close. i knew some of them since elementary but some of them i met last year because of jisung.

"yes. i am okay. i just, dreamt of him again." i said as i whispered back trying not to get caught. the minute i replied, the back door swung open revealing jisung and his new group of friends.

they reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. i held my breath as they walked by my seat. i looked at jisung and he looked back at me before he turned his gaze away. i pressed my lips in a thin line and nodded my head lightly as i turned away.

i never understood why jisung cheated on me or why he broke up with me. we were the perfect couple everyone wanted to be. we were the lovey dovey couple that rarely fought and if we did we'd make up in an hour. i never got an explanation to his actions.

he cut all of us off and shut us all out. no matter how many phone calls, text messages, or even home visits we made... he never spoke. just shut the door in our face or declined our calls or blocked our numbers and sns. after a few months of trying we just let him go. it sucked, but there was nothig we could do, nothing i could do.

"ms.choi the board is up here, not out the window. i would like it if you'd stop zoning out and sleeping and finally paid attention in my class." she scolded me and before i could say anything else the bell rang indicating school was over. i smirked a bit and packed my bag as i ran towards seungmin and made our way to the school gates to meet up with the others.

"yo yo yo, i heard mrs.lee scolding you when we walked past your room. you seriously gotta stop buddy" chan said as he put an arm around my shoulder. "were you thinking about him again?" he asked me. "yea... i know it's been a year and a half already but everytime i close my eyes i dream of our memories or when i blink i see him the way he was before - while we were together. not this new jisung." i said as i lowered my head.

"it's okay eunah. you have us and we'll try to fix your broken heart. let's get ice cream now okay? maybe it'll bring up your mood." chan said as he smiled warmly at me while he interlocked our fingers and started walking. i smiled and nodded my head indicating i wanted ice cream.

we were walking towards the ice cream shop being loud and obnoxious. laughing and yelling - like normal teenagers. until we passed an alley that had a group of boys beating up one boy. we all turned our head upon hearing a familiar voice. it was jisung. with no other thoughts in our minds we ran to the group and well... you already know.

the boys fought the group while i took jisung to the nearest store to patch up his wounds. his body weight on mine while i slowly and carefully dragged him along.

"why'd you guys do that?" his soft voice was like music to my ears. i kept quiet the whole way to the store while jisung winced in pain a few times.