You roll over yet again in your bed. Its 3am and you’re unbelievably tired but you just can’t fall asleep. You stare at the ceiling, your “secret” gnawing at your insides. You roll onto your side and face the alarm clock. It now reads quarter of 4. You let out a long sigh. An arm grabs your waist and pulls you close. “Why are you up so early?” your boyfriends sexy morning voice rings through your ears. You’ve always lover his deep accent. Especially in the morning when it’s all rough and raspy. You smile and prop yourself on your elbows. “I don’t know…” you barely whisper. He pulls at your arm until you collapse into his bare chest. “[Y/N], I’ve known you long enough to know you’re lying” he whispers into the back of your neck. You can’t tell him now! Tomorrow you’ll tell him. “Right now,” you face him “it’s nothing. I’ll tell you tomorrow.” You draw a big yawn and finally fall asleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You finally drag yourself out of bed at ten of twelve. You’re beyond tired and wish to do nothing more than crawl back into bed but you can’t. Today’s the day. The day you’ve been dreading for months now. And you still have to tell Finn. You groan as your stretch out your tight, cramped muscles. You grab some shorts and a jumper of Finns before heading to the bathroom. You stripe and hop in. Twenty minutes later you’re staring at yourself in the mirror. You wish you could stay but you can’t. You finally work up the courage to tell Finn. You slump down the stairs and into the kitchen where Finn’s cooking pancakes. “Morning beautiful!” He chirps and kisses your cheek. “Morning” You mumble. “Sooo, you have anything you wish to share?” He jumps right into it. “Yea.” You drop your eyes to the floor. His smile falls “Oh my god you’re not breaking up with me are you?” He chokes out. “NO!” You basically scream “No no no I love you Finn and please just remember I always will.” Your voice fades out. “So…?” He asks again. “I-” you start, tears swelling in your eyes. “Baby, please just tell me.” Finn pleads. “I have to move.” You take a deep breath. “Today…” You add “To Australia.” You conclude.You keep your eyes on the ground, fearing what will happen next. Finn leans back against the fridge. You can sense he’s heartbroken.
"How long." He whispers. "At least 5 months. Maybe more, maybe less but most likely more." You grumble. "Today?" He chokes out. You can’t respond so you just nod. Before you know it, his arms are wrapped tightly around you. You feel a splash of wetness on the top of your head which breaks your heart even more. After standing there for awhile just embracing each other you two go pack. Not much is said the entire time. When you’re done you two decide to watch a movie. Finn slides in Perks of Being a Wallflower. "I thought you hated this movie." You question while furrowing your eyebrows. "But it’s your favourite." He dives back into the couch. You guys hardly pay attention to the movie. You just wish you could stay like this forever.
Unfortunately the time has come. It’s 6:00. You have to head to the airport. The ride there is spent in a comfortable silence. Your hand in Finns, his thumb gently stroking the back of yours the entire time. Before you know it you’re through security and at your gate. “Babe… I don’t want to go.” You whimper into his chest. “It’s for the best.” He kisses your forehead “No distance, time zone, land or sea can keep us from loving another.” He caresses your cheek before leaning in ever so slowly. Right before his lips touch yours he mumbles “I love you.” causing you to smile through the kiss. “Flight 280 from Chiswick, London to Sydney, Australia now boarding.” A blunt voice blares through the intercom. You give Finn one last light peck on the cheek before boarding. As you settle into your seat you phone dings. Finn texted you.
___”Forever”_ It reads
___”And always” _ you reply.
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It’s been almost 3 weeks since you last heard from Finn. It’s been only 2 months since you moved. Everyday you don’t hear from him you get more and more worried. Every day there’s more and more rumours and pictures of him and your best friend out together. You’re beyond pissed but there’s nothing you can do about it. They’re thousands of miles away. You curl up into a ball and cry yourself to sleep just like you have every night for the past 3 weeks when he stopped talking to you.At least he looked happy you sigh before falling into a deep sleep.
You’re awakened hours later by your ringing doorbell. You groan and stumble down the steps to answer it. You open the door and rub your eyes. “Hello” You grumble. You can’t believe it. Finn. Is at your doorstep. “YOU FUCKING BITCH!” You spit flames at him before slamming the door shut. “Not exactly the reaction I was expecting.” He mutters through the door. “Well you know I wasn’t exactly expecting you to have it with my BEST FRIEND after I moved!” You scream at him. Silence. Hopefully he left. Laughter erupts from the other side of the door. Curiosity kills you and you open in. “Why are you laughing!” You shout “Cheating on my isn’t funny!”. “You seriously think I was cheating on you?” Finn raises an eyebrow. “Oh PLEASE. I saw the pictures. And I’m sure everyone else did too.” You raise your hand to your hip and state matter-o-factly. “She was helping me.” He laughs again. “Helping you what? Fill your filthy sex needs?” You grow impatient.
"Remember when you first got on the plane and I texted you Forever? You immediately responded and Always. We never planned that or did it before. it’s because we both knew what we wanted. And that was to be Forever and Always. [Y/N], we’ve been together for 6, almost 7 years now. There’s no way I’d ever cheat on you. You’re my world. You’re my everything and without you I’d be nothing. No one else has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. It sounds stupid but when I’m around you I get the butterflies, my stomach whirls in circles. Sometimes I can’t he breath right." He pauses to laugh. "There’s no one I’d rather be with than you. Will you please make Forever and Always come true by marrying me?" He gets down on one knee and pulls out the most gorgeous diamond ring you’ve ever seen. Your breath hitches in your throat and tears threaten to overflow. You cant speak so you nod your head. A huge smile appears on his face before he stands up and spins you around in a hug. He sets you down and leans real close to your ear and whisper "Oh yea. y/bff/n was helping me pick out the perfect ring. It had to be an absolute surprise." You can’t help but smile. Finn always makes everything better.
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SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY IT TOOK FOREVER. I’m trying to make them longer now! And I probably wrote and rewrote this like 6 times sooo hope you like it :) I know that last part you didn’t ask for but idk it just kinda worked with the story.
