Hey ! Sorry i didn't upload so much! i had exams.. ._.
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The cold London breeze were flowing onto your fraigle body as you walked on the side walk. It was early in the morning and the only sound you heard was your shoes -rhythmically clicking against the ground. You had just quit your job for the night, you had night shifts, and you were now walking towards your flat alone, in the cold morning of London. You knew that you wouldn't be able to be awake the whole nights when you were working, and that's where a problem were appearing.
A while ago you had been on a part with your boyfriend Finn. Everythin was good, you and Finn were a bit tipsy, but Everything was under Control. That's until you felt the urge to go to the bathroom. You remembered telling Finn and then disappearing into the bathroom.
The fact that you didn't know what was happening after that hurted you the most.
You only remembered one thing. There were White pillers, which you tasted, and then it's just black.
The Point is, that you were secretly doing drugs to keep yourself awake on the nights. The worst thing with that isn't that you couldn't stop. It's the fact that you're lying to Finn.
You literally ripped off your clothes and shoes, and threw them on the floor, Before jogging of to your bedroom. You had a feeling there was something happening, but it was probably just some side effect from the pillers...
You were flicking the lights on in your room, when you noticed a sleeping man in your bed. You tiptoed over to your bed, Before recognizing the body shape as Finn. You could breath out, and decided to shake your sleeping boyfriend awake.
He woke up, and swung his arm around in confusion. When he realized you were home he broke into a smile.
"Hi baby!" He cheered and jumped up to, giving you a bone crushing hug.
"Hey Finn, how you doing?" You giggled at your terrible answer and hugged him back, burrowing your face into his neck. "Your neck smells really good." You murmured. Right then and there, you suddenly felt him tense, and the air just seemed to be thicker. You felt Finn's hand travel down to your butt, not in a sexual way though, in a worse way.
"What is this?" You hear his stern voice say to you. You pushed yourself away from him, and looked at a small bag hanging in his hand, with small pillers inside it. You looked up to his face, and saw a mix of emotions. Sadness, angriness and dissappointment. "Is this what I think it is [Y/N]?" He asked you, and you felt his eyes burning into yours. You couldn't speak. Your whole World were spinning. Finn were currently holding a small bag of drugs inside his hand. The belonged to you.
"Fi-Finn... It's not what you Think!" You said in a hurry.
"Well, I Think I know exactly what's going on [Y/N]! Ever since that party you'vre been taking These! Even though you promised me to never try it again! That night you promised me to never, ever in your life do drugs again! But still you did?!" He trailed off.
"No... I swear. I only use them because I wouln't be able to stay awake at work, if Idon't take them! And the Money I get from the job, is the only money I get, and I won't make it without these money, so I have to Finn! I don't want to take them! I only take them because I want to afford myself, so you don't have to help me as you've offered a few times." You cried. Your body were shaking from the sobs that were coming from you. "Please don't leave me Finn, I won't make anything right without you." You sobbed. Your hands were covering your eyes.
You felt his arms snake around you and a few kisses were planted on your head.
"I love you, and I would never leave you. We'll make it through this, Just no more secrets, okay?" You Heard Finn's calming voice tell you.
"Okay." Right then you knew he's forgiven you, and given you another chance. And you were for sure not blowing it away.
