is it beautiful?

14 1 0
                                    

this isn't a poemit's more of an artful regurgitation of something I'm thinking over and overreeling back and forth between speech and thoughtit's a state of livinga cross between fiction and realitymy reality, anywayswhich isn't yoursso just sit ...

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

this isn't a poem
it's more of an artful regurgitation of something I'm thinking over and over
reeling back and forth between speech and thought
it's a state of living
a cross between fiction and reality
my reality, anyways
which isn't yours
so just sit pretty
and listen.

there will be thousands of hands to break the stiff necks of your little lives playing with childlike ignorance
and you mustn't let them.

I'm a believer
maybe that's where I find most of
my faults, in the veins of nightmares,
but I believe this
and you don't have to if you don't want
I've just chosen my best thoughts
and dolled them up for you to soak in
I'd bathe in them myself
if they didn't try to drown me
I shouldn't complain about it
there will be plenty of others to push
my head under the water.

but you mustn't let them.

or maybe you should and you'll understand the pain it takes to
gather the pieces of yourself
scattering like precious glass marbles under dressers and friends
and beds and lovers
what I'm saying is
maybe we need to let them steal
these wings and claws and scales
these bodies reduced to humans
before we untether the ends
and let ourselves go.

there will be thousands of hands to break the stiff necks of your little lives playing with childlike ignorance
and you must let them.

maybe this was a poem after all.

little blue flowersWhere stories live. Discover now