I'm holding on - Noel Gallagher

Chapter 4

Smut kinda
You've been warned!!

The party was loud and overcrowded. I felt so uncomfortable even with Anaïs holding my hand as we found the drinks.

"Hey Anaïs, I didn't know you'd be here!" A boy in our year shouted across the room and came towards us. He took Naï by the hand and introduced her to some other people who I didn't know. I knew I shouldn't have come.
About two hours later, I found myself on my own, leaning against a wall, at the front of the house. It was dark and quiet with the faint music in the background. I just wanted to go home and relax in a hot bath...

"HEYYYY ADDYY!" Anaïs slurred and stumbled out of the house.

"Jesus Naï, how much have you had to drink?"

"Only a teeny-tiny bit but shhh you can't tell my dad." She giggled as she leaned on me.

"Shit! Noel's gonna kill me Naï!"

"Addy... I think I'm gonna... I think!"
Anaïs started gagging and throwing up on the street.

"I need to get you home, now!" I reached for my phone and called the only number I could.

"Addy? What's wrong?" Noel's worried voice came through the other end while Anaïs slouched her head on my shoulder, hugging me.

"I need you to come pick us up please. Naï's had too much to drink and everyone else is too pissed to drive us."

"Oh for fuck's sake Anaïs! I'm on my way!" And with that the phone ended.

"Do you think he's angry at me Adds? I didn't mean to drink so much. I'm sorry!" She sobbed, tightening our hug. I hated seeing my best friend like this and the only thing I knew was to comfort her.

"Heyyy, shhh it's ok! Stop crying now, come on I'll talk to him." I promised while stroking her hair until bright lights appeared as a taxi pulled up.
There he was in the backseat with a frown on his face. He got out the car and came towards us quickly.

"Anaïs Gallagher! You're in big trouble when we get home!" His voice scared me and Anaïs by the way she clung to me.

He pulled us into the taxi and we stayed silent the whole drive to their house. When we got in the house, we put Anaïs to bed and Noel had a rant at us about being irresponsible and stupid. Once he finished, he stormed downstairs and left me alone with a crying Anaïs.

"Addy, pl...please go talk to h..him for me. I don't wa..want him to be ma..d."
I sighed but agreed, trying to make her feel better.

I walked down the stairs and into the living room. Noel was sat there watching highlights from the city match with a hardened look on his face. I sat down beside him and looked at him, it took him a few seconds before I was staring at his gorgeous blue eyes.

"I'm sorry." I whispered, feeling nervous under his gaze.

"It's ok, I'm just angry that you were so careless tonight. You're both old enough to know something could've happened!" He looked away, obviously hurt.

"I didn't think. I really am sorry and so is Anaïs, she knows she was stupid. We both were." I apologised, resting my hand on his arm. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't help it, I felt so guilty and like I'd disappointed him.

He closed his eyes, sighing quietly.

"I just... I care about you Addy." He sighed again and came closer, stroking my cheek.

"I know it's wrong but I do, I really do." I cut him off with a kiss.

He pulled me closer and I straddled his lap. Our tongues explored each other's mouths as the kiss became tougher. I grabbed onto his hair and he let out a quiet moan into our kiss. I'd never felt like this before and I didn't really know what to do. I started grinding my hips into his and it felt so good. I smiled against his lips as another loud moan came out of his mouth. Suddenly, he flipped us over so he was on top and started kissing my neck. I pulled on his hair again, it felt so good.

He pulled me off the sofa and led me upstairs, making sure not to wake Anaïs. He took me into the guest bedroom and lay me down on the bed. We started kissing again and he slowly started to take off my dress. After that came off, I felt him staring at my body and I felt self-conscious around him.

"You're gorgeous, Ad!" I sighed in relief, suddenly feeling confident, I couldn't wait any longer and went straight for his t-shirt and jeans.

Soon, we were both naked, trying our hardest to be quiet. He pulled a condom from his drawer when I started getting nervous. Should I tell him I've never done this before?? What if I'm no good and he knows?

He could obviously tell something was wrong and he stopped.

"Ads, are you alright?" He asked in a soft voice and I couldn't help but blurt it out...

"I'm a virgin!"
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Author's note
This is my first almost sex scene. I hope it's not cringey but if it I'm sorry!!
I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while but I'm trying to get back into a routine.
See you next time Xx