I'm holding on - Noel Gallagher

Chapter 11

Hello! So I've finally brought blossoms into it and wrote a little filler before I get into the big storyline. Tbh though, I don't know if I'm gonna continue the book anymore, just don't feel like it's any good. I don't know. It depends how it goes.

I jumped when there was a knock at the door. Who the hell knows I'm in here? I sat in silence, hoping it wasn't Noel and that whoever it was would go away.

"Adelaide? Y'alright?" Well I wasn't expecting that voice. Now I didn't know what to do, do I let him in? No, he can't see me like this, he's only just met me and I look a right state.

"Addy? I know you're in there, I can hear y'crying. Let me in, yeah?"

"I'll be out in a bit Tom, y'cant be late for soundcheck." I almost sounded normal apart from the voice crack half way through.

"Well it looks like I'm gonna be late then cos I ain't leaving ya!"

"I'm fine honestly! Will ya stop fussing?"

"There's a nice little spot for me by the door so I better get comfy if you're not gonna let me in." I knew everyone would kill him if he was late and I wasn't that selfish to let it happen.

"Will y'go to soundcheck if I let you?"

" 'undred percent, Ads. Just let me in, yeah?"

"Kay."

I moved away from the door and opened it to see Tom sitting up off the floor and pushing the door open more so he could get in.

He pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back. I needed someone but it wasn't him. It was Noel. I hated that I couldn't stay angry at him. He hadn't even been the one to come find me which really fucking hurt.

I backed away from Tom and sat down on the couch, wiping away my tears. He sat down next to me and looked at me for a while.

He finally broke the silence. "Y'gonna tell me what's up? It's better to tell someone and I won't judge since we've only just met. Think of me as some sorta therapist if y'want." That made me laugh and to be honest I don't really know why. Tom cracked a smile to and nudged my shoulder.

"It's just relationship problems, y'know? I'll get over it." I know it was vague but I couldn't exactly tell him what was going on.

"What's he done, have yous broken up?"

"Um, I think so. We had a fight and I don't see it really working out anymore. It just wouldn't work, he told me he didn't trust me and that's just one of our problems." I bit my nail, a habit of mine, he thought for a bit or at least that's what it looked like.

"If he's making ya this upset, he can't be worth it, can he?" He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer, trying to comfort me before he continued, "A pretty girl like yourself shouldn't be a second without a smile on 'er face! It's basic science, really."

I smiled a genuine smile after hearing that and started to blush. I can't remember the last time someone said something so sweet to me when I really needed it. "Thanks Tom, I needed that, you're brilliant." I kissed him on the cheek and wrapped my arms round him.

"I should get to soundcheck before I get completely bollocked! Come with me, yeah?"

"I should probably just stay here."

"Please, for me. I don't want y'to be on your own and I'd love for ya to talk to me while I'm stuck there. You'll be helpin' me out Ads, please?" He got on his knees and begged, I couldn't help but giggle and nod my head.

I was going to make sure tonight I would have the most fun I'd had in ages. I'd forget about Noel and I'd have an amazing time with the boys and Anaïs.