I'm holding on - Noel Gallagher

Chapter 15

"Woah,woah,woah calm down Anaïs! What's going on?" Noel just looked confused and I was pathetic enough to just look at the floor.
Sometimes I can't deal with this girl, she just had to tell him, didn't she!

"Ads is going back home, for definite now! Just tell her she can't and don't let her leave this hotel!"

"Why do y'wanna leave Ads? You've only just got here." He actually looked surprised, as if he wasn't the reason why.

"It's just not what I was expecting and I want to go home, I'm sorry."

"She says she misses home dad. I mean, can you believe that?"

"Naï just quit it. I'm going home." THATS when I slammed the door and went to go say bye to Tom and the boys.

"Ads! Can I have a word?" I turned around and Noel was jogging up to me. At this point, I didn't really know if I wanted to leave but I just couldn't clear my mind here.

He took my arm and pulled me into his hotel room.

"Right so tell me what's brought all this on because I'm struggling to understand here." He actually had the nerve to say that. This man is so frustrating.

"You don't understand! This is because of you."

"Ads I don't know what you're talking about! I haven't made you leave!"

"It's all your fault, if you had just left me alone I'd still be naïve and yeah I would have the same embarrassing crush on you but it would've been better than this!"

"You can't just blame me for everything, you weren't stopping any of this!"

"I didn't start it though, did I? It was you with your staring and secret kisses and all the flirting! You're married, you can't do that!" By now, I was pacing back and forth while he was leaning against the sofa.

"I didn't want to! I couldn't help myself and if you didn't want this, you would've told me to stop!" He was coming closer now and I was walking backwards into the wall.

"I didn't want too either, it was so much easier when you didn't know how I felt." We were face to face now and he was looking into my eyes.

"I always knew Addy, I just couldn't see you like that and now I don't know what's happened but I think I want you more than I want my own wife."

"That's exactly what I'm scared of."

"I don't want you to go Adelaide."

"What about all that stuff with Tom? I can't have you go crazy like that again, I don't like it Noel."

"I know and I'm sorry, I just thought I was going to lose you. The way he looks at you is the way I used to look at Anais' mum when I was younger. To be young and in love."

"I can't promise that you're not gonna lose me or that I'm not interested in Tom and you can't say the same about losing you to Sara. We both know that."

"It doesn't mean that we don't love each other though."

"I know."

"Addy?"

"Yes Noel."

"Can I kiss you now?"

"Okay."