Love In a Hoe's Paradise ( Urban Book. *EDITING/ON HOLD*)

Safe and Sound 10

Sia

I was finally home from last night. I ran in the door and ran straight into my mom. When she saw my face she let out a big scream and started crying. My brother and stepdad then ran down the stairs. They were in shock on how i looked. Sy then carried me upstairs to my parents room and laid me in the bed i could see that he was panicing.

Sy: " Who did this to you Sia."

My mother and stepdad came into the room. I was just out of it i didnt want to talk to nobody. I should have just listened to my mother when she told me about Shaedy. My mother came and laid on the bed beside me and touched my face. Her face was drowned in tears.

Mom: " Baby who did this."

I just laid there in silence i just couldnt get over this. My mother than went to the bathroom and ran me some warm water. My brother carried me to the bathroom were my mother was. She undressed me and helped me get into the tub. When i got in the water felt so good because by body was so sore. I laid my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes. Mother than took a damp cloth and started to touch my bruises. It hurted really bad and as she did this she cried even harder. I opened my eyes and tried to smile at her.

Sia: " Im good mom just a little sore but im good."

Mom: " Who did this to you baby please tell me."

Sia: " Just somebody that i know, but we're through with each other."

Mom: " It was Sam wasnt it."

Sia: " No mom i dont talk to him dont worry about it please."

She walked out the bathroom and left me alone. I started to cry silently i just want to know why did Shaedy do this to me. Im not gone blame it all on her because i just could have said no. But, i only did it because she was family. Im just so hurt and kind of depressed from this whole thing. I stayed in the tub for about an hour and i decided to finally get out because i was becoming more depressed. I got out and walked slowly to my room. My mother had cleaned it and got it ready for me to lay down. She helped me put on my pajamas and get in the bed. My bed felt so great on my sore body. I let out one more tear before closing my eyes and going to sleep.

After 4 hours of a great sleep i woke up to Gracey staring me in face.

Gracey: " Hey honey how are you."

Sia: " In pain but Im good."

WE gave each other a hug and it hurted so bad.

Gracey: " So, what happened."

Sia: " I cant tell you in this house we have to go somewhere else for me to tell you."

Gracey: " Okay ill ask your mom can i take you out."

She left my room and i got up to find something to wear. Gracey then came back in the room and told me that its was alright for me to go so i proceeded to get ready. Since my face was fucked up i put on a boat load of make up but i still made it look good. My hiar was still curled from lastnnight so i did have to do much to it. I decided to put on a black long dress and some silver sandals, and some black shades. Cute but comfortable at the same time. Gracey and i then left and headed to the Chinese restaurant. When we got there we were seated at a booth by the window.

Gracey: " So Sia what happened."

Sia: " I was raped by two guys i didnt know."

Gracey: " How and were."

Sia: " You remember my cousin Shaedy right."

Gracey: " Yeah what."

Sia: " I was banned from hanging with her but i wanted to see her. I called her up and stuff and ask her did she want to hang and she agreed. I picked her up and we went shopping and out to eat. At the restaurant she asked me would i escort with her because her friend belled out on her. I was scared but i only did it because i loved her. Around 8:30 pm the guys arived I had one she had one. We did drugs and we got drunk. Then it was time to go to the room. WE all got naked and the guy got on top of me. This is when i started to feel uncomfortable then he started to choke me. I slapped him and told him to stop and get off of me but he wouldnt. I then screamed for Shaedy she came over and told the get to continue to rape me. Shaedy was then fed up with my screaming so she came over and ounched me in the face and invited the other gut to rape me."

Gracey: " No."

Sia: " Yes she did. The guy took a minute to get over to me so i ran out the room down the stairs and i was almost to the door were i felt something hit me in the back of the head. I then fell and hit my head and was carried back up to the room and was beaten by Shaedy. The other guy then got on top punched me in my head and thats was it."

Gracey was crying so hard that she had to leave the table. I didnt cry i was tired of crying. I ordered our food and sat there waiting for Gracey to come back. While waiting Shane came in the door and looked me dead in my eyes and smiled. I didnt panic and i wasnt even scared i was ready to fight. The waitress sat Shane and his date across from me. I smiled at the two as they smiled back at me. Shane's date left the table and went to the bathroom. He then got up and made his way over to my table.

Shane: " I just want you to know that i didnt rape you. I just hit you in the head and it was over."

Sia: " Say no more you've done enough."

He then walked away and Gracey finally came back to the table. We sat down and ate her food but Shane just couldnt keep his eyes off of me. I just ignored him because i hope he know he has no chance with me. Gracey and i were finished eating and we headed back to my house. I said goodbye to Gracey and went inside the house. When i got in Sy was sitting on the couch so i went over and gave him a hug and laid on his shoulder.

Sy: " WHy want you tell me what happened."

Sia: " Im just not ready to tell you yet thats all."

Sy: " But what happened."

Sia: " I got raped."

Sy then took a deep breath i could feel his heart pounding really fast. I knew he was ready to blow so i just went upstairs to my room. I took my clothes off and got back in the bed. My phone then started to ring and it was a private number. I answered it.

Sia: " Hello who is this."

Sam: " hey baby this Sam. Did you block my number."

Sia: " Yeah and i would appreciate if you didnt call me at all you dismissed."

Sam: " No we need to talk."

Sia: " Come see me please."

I then hung up right now i really dislike Sam, but im missing him in a way. About 30 minutes later Sam pulled up. I then got a knock on my door and it was my mom telling me thats Sam was here. I told her to let him in. When Sam came in he gave me butterflies i was just so happy to see him but i couldnt show in facial expressions. He then sat on my bed and gave me a hug and a kiss. We then stared each other in the eyes and kissed again.

Sam: " Why you wearing so much makeup."

Sia: " Promise not to tell baby."

Sam: "I promise."

Sia: " I got raped lastnight."

Sam: " Oh baby it gone be okay just tell me who did it."

He then gave me a big hug a held me tight while i laid my head on his chest. I just felt so safe with him and it felt so good to be held by somebody that cares about you and wont give up. We then laid down and got under the covers together. Sam put his arms around me and held me close. Sam and i then fell asleep. I guess i cant let him go.