Love In a Hoe's Paradise ( Urban Book. *EDITING/ON HOLD*)

Donors and Friends 27 / E

Sia

Well, these last 4 days have been hell. McKenzie she good its just Jose'. You did all this acting and shit at the hospital, but when its time to take her home you m.i.a. Oh, hell no child support will be on the way quick fast and a hurry. The only help i have is Kyle yep i said Kyle. He has been their since we got home and i appreciate him a lot.

Around 7:00 am McKenzie was crying and i know she hungry. I got up out the bed to go get her, but Kyle beat me to her. He already had her bottle ready and was feeding her. I just watched from the door way and smiled. I just wish Kyle was her father. He then walked over to me and gave Kenzie to me.

Kyle: " You need to start taking care of your child more Sia."

Who the fuck he talking to. I finished feeding the baby and she fell right back to sleep. I put her in the crib and walked in the front room were Kyle was sitting drinking beer.

Sia: " What the fuck was all that about Kyle. I take care of mine baby, so you can kill the bs. You just mad because she not yours."

Kyle: " Sia just shut yo hoe ass up damn bitch. She should be mine but no you didnt want to pin her own me. I do the most for her were her daddy at huh."

Sia: " I dont know Kyle."

Kyle: " Oh okay but i offered but its good you dismissed."

I walked in the kitchen and warmed up some pizza and ate it. I dont know what the fuck wrong with Kyle but i dont have time for all this shit. After i finished eating i took a shower, did my hair and makeup. I put on black ripped skinny jeans, pink long sleeve sweater, pink ugg boots, and a black beenie. I went and got Kenzie ready and i left the house. I didnt want to be here with drunk ass Kyle no more. Jose' has really pissed me off about this whole situation. So, i decided to go pay him a visit. I got out the car and knocked on the door. I waited for a bout five minutes then some one finally opened the door. It was Marisol looking all drunk and shit. I just walked on up in the house and went upstairs. I open the door to the room to see Jose having father and daughter time with daughter. Like what the fuck dude come on.

Sia: " Jose' like what the fuck."

Jose': " Calm yo hoe ass down Sia. You cussing in front of my daughter."

The little girl got up and left the room. He just laid in bed and ignored me like i wasnt there."

Sia: " So you can spend time and take care of her, but you cant take care of Kenzie."

Jose': " Fuck you and that little bastard. I dont want to have shit to do with you or her."

Next thing i know Jose' and I were fighting. I threw hands with this bitch and he did the same. We landed on the ground his hands around my neck and me punching him in the face. He then took his hand from around my neck and i punched him one more time and got up. Kenzie was crying and i was hurt and in pain.

Sia: " Dont you ever in yo life come around me and your daughter again."

I got my baby and we left his house. How the hell you gone do your daughter like that. I wanted to cry but im to tired to cry. I wish the best for Jose' and his family. Im so mf stressed right now. All the shit is just overwhelming. I dropped Kenzie off at my mothers and headed to my old neighborhood. i needed to pick up some to just take all this stress away, Then i needed someone to talk to. I called up my baby Sean and told him that i was on the way and have it ready for me. I cleaned up my face redid my make up and headed to Seans. When i got their he was standing on the porch already waiting for me. I walked up to him and gave him a hug and went in sat on the couch right next to his fine ass friend Trel. I greeted Trel and Sean came in sat right next to me kissing on my neck.