Love In a Hoe's Paradise ( Urban Book. *EDITING/ON HOLD*)

Cradles 18

Sia

Gracey and i stood on isle 5 at the drug store staring at the pregnancy test. Me pregnant this just cant fucking be. Im not ready for a baby. My life is over ruined if i have a baby. I just cant do it. I picked up the test and went to the counter to pay for it. The lady at the registered looked up at me and look back down and started to shake her head. I wanted to punch her in the face. After we paid for the test we went straight to my house to take it.

We ran upstairs and doging my mother and brother the last people i wanted to know. I took the test out the box and and just stared at it. Pregnant i just hope that i aint. I took the test and wrap it up in toilet paper, so just in case somebody was in the hallway they would thinks its tissue. I walked in the room to a panicing Gracey. She was panicing worser that me.

Gracey: " So, Sia what does it say tell please."

Sia: " Gracey i have to wait a couple of minutes okay."

Gracey: " Okay."

We sat down on the bed and watched tv. Now 20 minutes had past and it was time to see if i was pregnant or not. I unwrapped the test and looked down at it. I couldnt believe it i was PREGNANT.I Dropped the test and dropped to my knees and started to cry and Gracey did to. I cant believe it Im pregnant. What the fuck am i gone do. I can barely take care of myself let a lone a baby. My mother  bust into the room and ran over to me, but before she came over to me she saw the test on the ground. She picked it up and read it and started to panic.

Mom: " Who's test is this. Sia it better not be yours."

Sia: " Momma i can explain."

She slapped me across my face. I couldnt believe it i just criend even harder. Gracey came to my side and comfort me in my time of need. I eventually got up from the floor and got into the bed and went to sleep. The best thing i could have did.

( THE NEXT DAY )

I woke up feeling like shit i didnt want to be bothered with nobody. I got up did my hygeine things and put on some more pajamas and got right back in the bed. My life is just completely over. I want an abortion but i cant get one. Adoption i just dont know. Then on top of that who the fuck is the father of my baby. Just thinking about that just made everything worse. Right about now i just wanted my Kyle. I gave him a call and he said he would be right over. About 10 minutes later the doorbell rung and i know it was Kyle. He came in my room looking to good, but he could tell that something was wrong with me. He took off his shoes and shirt and got in the bed with me. I gave him a long kiss on the lips and laid my head on his chest.

Kyle: " Baby whats wrong you mad at me from the other night."

Sia: " No, but Kyle promise me you want leave me."

Kyle: " Baby i promise whats wrong."

Sia: " Im Pregnant."

Their was a moment of silence in the room. I could feel his heart beating really fast.

Kyle: " By who."

Sia: " Either JDolla or Jose', but i feel that its JDolla's baby."

Their was another moment of silence.

Kyle: " Sia i love you baby. An im here for you though all this baby. Your baby is my baby to okay."

Sia: " I love you to baby."