Love In a Hoe's Paradise ( Urban Book. *EDITING/ON HOLD*)

JDolla ? 21

Sia

Im too happy today JDolla come back home from off this tour. I just want US to be a family, but i know that will never happen. I got up and got dressed. I just put on a yellow sundress and some gold sandals. Told my family goodbye and now it was time to go see my JD. I pulled up at his house nobody was there.

Finally 30 minutes later the bus pulls up into the driveway. I got too excited. I fixed myself up and waited until i saw him get off the bus in my rear view mirror. After 8 of his homeboys got of he finally got off the bus and he was looking to damn good. With his white vneck shirt, grey jogger pants, and black Jordan slide.

I got out the car and walked over to him he didnt know that i was coming. I tapped him on his shoulder and he turned around and gave me a big hug and kiss. I liked it but i didnt. He said goodbye to his friends and we went upstairs to his room. He laid on the bed and i laid my head on his.

JDolla: " So, baby you ready to move in with me."

Sia: " About that J i cant do it."

He took a deep breathe and then sat up. I know he was mad now.

JDolla: " Why you cant."

Sia: " It will just be to much drama with me moving in thats all. An then its not good for the baby either."

He stood up and walked over to his closet and started to hang up clothes.

JDolla: " Sia just be real with me is the baby mines."

My heart started to beat real fast. I wanted to say no but then i wanted to say yes.

Sia: " Um YEAH what kind of question is that."

JDolla: " A serious one. You telling the truth."

Sia: " Yep."

The room got silent. I think he know Im lying, but right now i cant stress over that. I laid back on the bed and went to sleep. I woke up around 1pm and JDolla was staring at me. He gave me a kiss and told me to come downstairs when i get up then he left the room. I went to the bathroom freshened up and fix my hair and makeup. I then walked out the room into downstairs to see people there smiling at me as i walked down the steps. SO, i kindly faked smiled back at them. I walked over to JDolla who was smiling at me to.

JDolla: " Family i want yall to meet the love of my life and the mother of my child Sia."

The Family: " Hello, Hey, Hi."

Sia: " Hey everybody."

The all came and gave me a hug and JD introduced me to them by name. Everybody was extremely friendly. AFter the introduction to the family. J took my hand and led me over to this short brown skin lady, she had short but cute hairstyle, and dark brown eyes. She didnt look to happy to see me at all and i wasnt either. We walked over to her and she looked me up and down and i did the damn thing to her.

JDolla: " Momma this is Sia."

JD Momma: " I know who she is son."

She frowned at me and looked back at JD. I started to laught because she real funny.

JD Momma: " Something funny Sia."

Sia: " You."

JDolla looked over me like bitch stop, but i dont care she rude.

JD Momma: " JaDarian control yo hoes."

JDolla: " Momma stop damn."

Sia: " Fuck you hoe."

I walked out the house and went to my car while JD ran up behind me.

JDolla: " Sia what the fuck wrong with you."

Sia: " The fuck wrong with me. WHat the fuck wrong with yo momma."

JDolla: " Thats just how she act."

Sia: " I dont give a fuck. She rude JD and you acting like that shit cool when its not."

JD Momma then came out the house and stood on the porch and yelled.

" Dont run after no hoe son."

This bitch then pushed her fucking luck. I got out the car and ran over to her but JD caught before i could really get to her.

Sia: " FUCK YOU OLD ASS BITCH."

JDolla: " Sia chill the fuck out thats my motha fucken momma."

Sia: " JD fuck you and yo momma. Bitch we been over and dont worry about the baby either."

I got in my car and drove off. Im threw with JDolla and Jose' fuck both they ass. All i got is me, my baby, and Kyle. I swear on my life im tired of everybody and they shit. My baby will grow up perfectly fine without a daddy. Fuck everybody i mean that shit. I decided to go to the park because i really didnt want to go home. I just needed to think and blow off some fucking steam. I got out the car and walked over and sat on the bench that was facing the playground. I sat their and watched as the kids played around and how the parents were so involved with them. It made me feel kind of better but not really.

My child doesnt deserve this at all, but i understand that its my fault. Hoeing around has finally caught up with my ass, but its more drama on down the line. As i sat their and watched the kids play somebody came and sat so close by me. I scooted over to left to see that it was Sam. The last fucking person i wanted to see today. He smiled and gave me a hug i didnt hug him back.

Sam: " So thats how it is now Sia."

I didnt say nothing. I didnt even look his way.

Sam: " Whats wrong."

I started to cry.

Sia: " Being a hoe has finally caught up with my ass."

He wiped my tears and put his arm around me. I laid my head on his chest.

Sam: " Baby its gone be okay."

He gave me a kiss on my head as more tears came down eyes.

Sia: " Sam im pregnant and i dont know who the father is. An its between this boy Jose' and JDolla i just dont know."

Sam: " Well did you tell the guys its a possibility it may not be they baby."

Sia: " No."

Sam: " You need to thats the okay way you gone feel better baby."

He's right but then he's not right to much drama and i cant deal. I smiled at Sam and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek and left the park. When i got home i took a shower and got in the bed and started to watch tv. While relaxing my phone rung and it was JDolla. I answered the phone.

Sia: " Hello."

JDolla: " SO ITS A POSSIBILITY THE BABY NOT MINE SIA ? "

My heart started to beat fast and my eyes grew big. Sam stupid ass went and told JDolla. I forgot that they were cousins. Im caught now.

Sia: " Yeah it is."

JDolla: " Dont call my phone for shit hoe. I swear i'll beat yo ass and thats on my life bitch."

Sia: " I understand."