My 7 brothers who forgot me IN THE END | BTS ff [BOOK 1]

Chapter 27

~Jimin's POV~

I came in my room and sat at my desk. I sighed deeply. "This is why I hate myself" I said to myself. I started to read the letter.

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Dear Chim Oppa,

   Im sorry for being annoying. You wpuld probably hate yourself because you were the one who shouted at me that Im annoying. Does your cheeks hurts when I pinched them? Im so so sorry that I annoyed you. My last memory with you was the one tht you were buying me ice cream whne we were at the amusement park. Don blame yourself Oppa. Its not your fault that Im in a situation like this. Sorry If Im not there to support your performance. Bang PD-nim knows my sickness. I have been hiding it because I know that it will ruin your career. I didnt mean to annoy you. I know that Im an attention seeker. Please be happy. I was happy that you smile even if Im not there. I actually like to see my little big brother who is Chim! I want to have mamy memories with you but It was the last time that I wpuld see you is when you guys were saying sorry to me. I forgived you bust didn't dare to tell you. I was stupid that I didnt tell you. I dont want to have an operationg about my cancer since I dont have money. I know you have money but still, Its yours not mine. Sarangjae Oppa!! I will always support you!!

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I cried at the letter. "Why didnt you dare us to tell about it!!" I shouted. "Im so SORRY!!" I shouted. "Why would have we ignore you!" I shouted. Mianhae... Y/N ah...

~FLASHBACK~

"YAAA! CHIM OPPA!" Y/N shouted as she chased me. "Gimme back my ice cream!!" She shouted. "But I paid for it" I said while laughing. She groaned. I just laughed at her silliness but stopped as Jin smacked me at the back of my head. "YA!" I shouted. "Give. It. Back. To. Y/N" Jin said with a glare. I pouted as I gave it to Y/N. "Your no fun" I said to Jin. Y/N laughed. "Why are you laughing?" I asked. "Because your cute as you pout" Y/N said. "Im still your Oppa!" I said. "Why? Your small and Im tall" She said. "Ya!!" I shouted. "My big brother is small~" She sang. "Yaa!!" I shouted. She laughed. "Its so fun to tease you cause your cute as you pout!" She said as she pinched my cheeks. Wow her hands are soft.

[SKIP TIME]

I saw Y/N was on the couch all tired. I closed the door and she quickly sat up. "Oh! Chim Oppa" She said. "Dont call me Chim Oppa!" I shouted. "W-Wae?" I asked. "Your not my sister! Where is my sister who supports me?!" I asked shouting. She looked at me with teary eyes. "B-But-" "And stoo calling me cute, Chim, ChimChim!" I shouted. "But why?! You are cute as you pouted! Even when you just smile! I didn't even do anything!" She said. "You did do anything! Why are you happy that we lost?! We worked hard! You didn't support us! You even annoy us!! You annoy me! Im annoyed by how hurt you pinch my cheeks!!" I shouted. She looked at me with teary eyes. "M-Mian... I wont bother you anymore" She said before walking to her room. All I aid was a lie. Why did I lie to her?! Im succh a bad brother bur its her fault either! She didn't even care that we worked hard!

~END OF FLASHBACK~

Why did I said thos hurtful words to her? I am such a bad brother. "Mianhae Y/N-ah, I felt do guilty about what I did" I said to myself.