Meant To Be( an Edmund Pevensie fanfiction)

chapter 12

Dinner was silent...

It was not a good day...

Even though I discovered Narnia it wasn't good for me.

My mom kept babbling about things I don't really care about. I felt bad because no one bothered to speak to her neither do I.

I rubbed my two hands to to my skirt making an awkward sound making everybody look at me and then continue to what they're doing.

Edmund stabbed his fork to the piece of meat with a lot of force.

It's obvious he's still mad

Lucy's head was down. She's still sad. .

Susan gave cold glares to Peter..She's still mad

And lastly Peter..... still mad

I can't see this anymore...

This is just too much....

I stood up and pushed my chair. I could see Edmund in the corner of my eye,

staring at me

I turned as red as a tomato..

Wait.. Do I like him?

Why am I feeling this way?

"I'm going to sleep sooo goodnight" I announced to everyone.

My eyes turned to Edmund and gave me a small smile.

Julia don't blush!!!

"Goodnight" Edmund whispered

My heart was thumping loudly.

I turned around and a HUGE smile grew on my face and bit my bottom lip. I turned around because I didn't want Edmund to see me soo affected that he just said goodnight to me and gave me a bittersweet smile. Pfft. it's not a big deal...

Okay I was lying it was a big deal...

I ran to my room,jumped on my bed and buried my face to my pillow and squeled. I sounded like a little girl getting a puppy for her birthday.

I guess I like Edmund. Or maybe it's more than that.

No Julia,stop thinking like that. Edmund probably doesn't feel the same way as you.

You'll just waste your time.