Kidnapped By Assassins: A Hacker's Story (Book 1 Hackers & Assassins Series)

Sick On Life And Sick Of Love

A/n hello my lovelies. I'm so sorry for the last chapter. I hate it so so so so so much. But it was necessary for the story. Please let me know what you thought. Double update, read the chapter before first. Xx

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Miles Carson POV

I punched the bag again, my hands were sore and my vision was blurry. I had been crying. So much. I dropped Angel off at the airport and she called for me. Over and over again. I remembered the sound of her voice breaking. And the tears. I hate myself. But it's to protect her. To keep her safe from Victor. I could still feel her banging her fists against my back in defiance, I still remember her teary face through the window of the plane door as I closed it. Mason said we weren't allowed to call her. It was for her safety. I'm pretty sure that Mason hated his decision to send her back. Everyone did. Sam raged, he refused to help us with the infiltration. He said that they needed her. Evan was just quiet. Marco tired to prepare himself and the other agents, trying to keep his mind off of it. Leo. Leo seemed to take it the worst, apart from me of course. He felt responsible for her. Like the sister he never had and always wanted, and after everything that Eli had done to her, he felt that he needed to keep her safe. I sent the only woman I truly loved away from me.

I haven't been sleeping.

It's been three weeks. Three weeks since I saw her face, heard her voice, since I kissed her, felt her. It broke me. That s was worse than hours of torture, and I had been through hours upon hours of torture and none of that felt as bad as this.

We've been trying to plan. So far Victor and the others hadn't made any moves. Derek, Sam and Evan watched them though Olympus. They took it in turns to keep watch on the monitors. Leo was praticing with his knives. He wanted to kill Eli, his own brother. He hated him. His distaste had turned in a burning fire of hate towards him. Belle and Seth were awake. They woke up roughly four hours after I put Jordan on the plane. Leo rushed over and stayed there for three days straight. He told her everything that had happened. He didn't leave her side. He came here and trained for hours then went back to the hospital. Seth heard the news and refused to stay in the hospital, he seemed to recover quicker than Belle so they released him early. He was holed up in one of the bedrooms at the agency. I rarely saw Mason. In all honesty, I don't know how I would react if I saw him. He made me send her away. I know he probably hated himself but I had to direct my anger to someone and it was his idea in the first place, I just executed it. The plan to storm Victor's hideout was under way. It was planned that we were going in three days. The remaining agents were training non-stop. We were going to break in and kill anyone who got in our way, we would make it to the middle of the warehouse and set charges and bring it down on the rest of them.

I wish Angel was here. God I miss her. I miss her sarcastic remarks, her face, every part of her. I cant sleep. I want to be selfish. I want her beside me, telling me that everything will be alright.

But that's not the case. But as long as she's safe. Jane and Oscar told Mason that Angel and her parents were in a safe house. We didn't know exactly where as a precaution. I still missed her like crazy.

"Miles, you need to stop, you're knuckles are already bruised." I looked over and saw Tom. I averted my gaze back to the bag and down to my hands, they were red, bloodied and brusied. I took a step back and leaned up against the wall, I slid down it until I rested on the floor. Tom knelt down and began bandaging my hands. "you really love her don't you?" I looked up to Tom as he wrapped my hands. "so much. God. It broke me. She called my name. I- God." I sigh as I hit my head against the wall. Tom looked at me. "brother, I've never seen you like this. Ever. You really love her, it's the reason you had to let her go. To keep her safe." he says as he finishes the wrappings. "but once it's over, how would you ever expect her to forgive me? I handcuffed her to the damn chair and shut the door in her face, I had to carry her to the damn plane. She yelled and screamed and I still did it. She begged me Tom. She begged me when we were in the elevator, she said she would just stay with Sam and the other, behind a computer, and that was hard enough for her to say, she feels responsible, Victor has been after her for most of her life and she hated the idea that we were going after him for her." i sigh." common, you need to sleep. " Tom says with a sigh and he stands up and offers me his hand. I take it and he pulled me up along side him. We began walking out of the gym. Tom stopped next to me and said." - mum and dad would love her. " it made me smile. Before I felt the guilt rise in the pit of my stomach again.