BY DEMARCO'S STANDARDS (Part 5)

Death Wishes

I woke up this morning with a pounding headache. A lot weighed on my mind and the court date kept inching closer.

Tredding to the bathroom I took something to ease my pounding head and prepared myself for work. Inwardly I was hoping someone would fuck up and I could kill them l. I wanted to kill someone, no I needed too. Making my way to the kitchen I opened the fridge and found it empty. Usually Sam kept it supplied with all my favorites but Sam wasn't here to do that anymore.

Slamming the door back I decided to pick something up at the Den. No sooner than I had settled behind my desk and unwrapped my breakfast burrito my phone buzzed. "Yea". I answered gruffly and heard Cole's voice.

"Man I just got word that Sam's in jail". He said seriously.

"The fuck you say". I asked feeling my blood pressure rise.

"Fuck, I don't know why". Cole spoke. "But I do know she's in jail".

Disconnecting without saying bye I stood up and retrieved my key's. In a matter of minutes I was on my way to the station. I don't believe this day will get any better.

Parking I got out and straightened my suit. Sliding my shades on I entered the building. Once at the counter I demanded to see Sam. Moment's later I was led back to where the cell's were. I spotted her sitting on a wooden bench that was screwed to the concrete wall. I wanted to laugh but she looked so tiny and mad.

As I got closer she looked up and sneered. "What are you doing here?"

Smirking I replied. "I believe the question is what are you doing here?"

She flew up from the bench in a rage. Placing her hands around the bar's  she positioned her head between them. "Why don't you ask your girlfriend Defucko". She snapped.

Knitting my brows together I asked. "What does Ivy have to do with this Sam?"

"Oh wake the fuck up Demarco" Sam hissed sarcastically. "The bitch unscrewed my tires this morning and fucked my car up. I saw her and went after her but she ran to a officer. Do I really need to explain more?"

"Well you did try to run her down yesterday". I said in Ivy's defense.

Sam gritted her teeth. "Because she keeps popping up everywhere I am threatening me. What's a matter Dem... can't control your whore?"

Rolling my eye's I said sternly. "Look Sam, I came here to help you out..".

Before I couldn't finish my statement Sam mocked in a high pitched tone. "Help me out? Help me out?"

Her next move was to extend her arm through the bar's thrashing it about trying to hit me. I backed up out of reach and laughed. "Oh what's the matter cupcake. Let me guess I better be glad the bar's are holding you back".

"You damn right asshole". She snarled.

Laughing I said. "What's your short leprechaun ass going to do?"

"Fucking kill your cheating, lying bastard ass". She hissed. "Besides I don't need you to bail me out. Someone's already on the way to do so".

"Who?" I asked

"None of your business, that's who". Sam smirked crossing her arm's.

Before more could be said I heard footsteps coming our way. Looking back I saw Jax walking toward us jangling the cell key's. Turning back to Sam I snarled. "So it's Jax to the rescue  now huh?"

Giving me a evil grin she said. "It has been for awhile Defucko".

If I could bend iron my hands would be clasped around her throat but I had to remind myself where I was and I couldn't start trouble here. Jax made it on over. "Hello Demarco". He said tightly.

Not even glancing his way I growled. "Fuck off douchebag. I'm talking to my wife".

"Technically I'm not your wife anymore". Sam insisted. "You lost that privilege

"Careful with your word's Sam." I warned. "I don't want to snap and hurt you".

"Nothing you say or do now Demarco can hurt me like you've already have". Sam glared at me with hate."now step aside so Jax can let me out".

I budged a few inches and allowed Jax to unlock the cell. Once the door was open Sam bounded out and right into Jax's arm's.

"I'm smudging this off your record doll. No one will know about this". Jax crooned.

Sam replied back by smashing her mouth to his in a quick but hot kiss. Pulling away she looked at me. "Tell your girl to stay the fuck away from me. She ain't gotta worry about me cause I don't want ya no more".

Sam walked out with sas in her step and I glared over at Jax who had a dazed smile. "Damn that was fucktastic". He groaned then realized I was standing there.

Jax wiped the smirk from his face and stood up straight. My temper boiled over and I grabbed him by the collar and slung him into the wall. "You fucking my wife boy?"

Jax grinned. "Not yet but if the chance arises".

I shook him hard causing the back of his head to hit the wall. "Stay the fuck away from her". I growled.

"Why Demarco? You don't want her". He stated and continued. "For six month's that girl pined over you. Every night she cried her heart out and no one could console her. Then you come back and dump on her? Man you don't deserve her."

"You don't know shit". I spat and let I  him drop to the floor.

"I know enough". He said. "I know you lost a good woman. I hope your new piece was worth it".

Jax dusted himself off and walked away leaving me standing there in my thoughts. Breaking free I raced home and busted into Ivy's apartment. She was standing by the window looking out while drinking her coffee. Turning with a smile she said. "Hey babe. Your here early?"

Without a reply I stalked toward her. Sailing my hand out I knocked her coffee mug from her grasp sending coffee everywhere. "What the hell Dem?" She shrieked.

Pointing my finger so close to her face I nearly touched her nose, I roared. "I told you to stay away from her".

"Who?" She asked innocently.

"Fuck the game's Ivy. You know exactly who." I seethed. "Sam. Leave her the fuck alone or I promise.."

My sentence was cut short by Ivy flying in my face. "It's your fault Dem. How do you think it makes me feel knowing you still love her? It's not easy for me either."

Oh shit here comes the water works I thought as she cintinued. "I love you Dem and want to be with you but you have got to let her go".

"I did". I yelled.

Shaking her head Ivy whispered through tears. "No you haven't. If you had we wouldn't be having this argument".

Looking at her sad face I knew I was responsible for wrecking two women's lives. "Soon as the divorce is over she is leaving. Just please let her be. Once she's gone we can focus on us, but right now I need to be alone".

I didn't say more or hang around any longer. I simply just walked out. I buzzed Cole.

"What's up". Cole answered.

"Anybody need killing today?" I rushed out.

"Damn. That bad huh?" He said.

"More than you can imagine". I replied.

"Give me a few. I'm sure I can find somebody".

I disconnected and ran for the gym. I had to work this shit off.