BY DEMARCO'S STANDARDS (Part 5)

It's what's up

Hiya everybody!! I hope everyone is well and enjoying their day or night! As always I want to thank everyone for taking their time reading my book!

I know there seems to be a Lot of questions and confusions. So I'm going to address them  as best as I can right now.

1. Does Dem love Sam?

This seems to be the most asked question. Absolutely he does. He's stuck in a hard place right now. Does he love Ivy? He very well thinks there's something there and needs to find out for sure. He doesn't want to wonder what if the rest of his life. I know many think it's wrong and in a way it is but let me put it to you like this...

I think we all are guilty of that at some point in life. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone then met another and felt some sort of connection? Wondered how your life would be different had you made a different decision? Wondered how your life would be now had you met this person at a different time? In fact it doesn't even need to be a lover for us to experience this. Have you not made a decision only to question it later? Wonder what path your life would be on had you chose differently? Only to regret that decision later?

That's where Dem is. He doesn't regret the time he shared with Sam but he knows it's wrong to be with her when he has this unexplainable pull toward Ivy.

2. Is Ivy bad?

No she's not. She's still the same Ivy from the dream state. The only thing she's guilty of is wrecking a marriage and her love for Dem. (Which wrecking a marriage is bad..lol). The thing's she's doing toward Sam is out of jealously. She's reacting like many girl's that fight over a guy. She could care less about being the Italian Mafia queen or Dem's money. Why would she care about that? She's already the Russian mafia queen. She's simply a girl that sees what she wants and goes after it.

3. Sam....

Sam does love Dem. And yes I agree with many that Sam shouldn't have ran off. She should have stayed and put up the good fight for her man but Sam's not me nor is she any of you. I would've clawed Ivy's eye's out by now..lol. However Sam isn't completely out of the picture yet. She's not gone. Yes she will be moving and embark on new adventures and possibly new love. Who knows what the future holds for her😉

Now there's something else I want to discuss. Now while I enjoy hearing everyone's comments I have backed off from commenting back. Simply because of the arguing I've seen since the Dem and Sam split. At first I wanted you to choose side's... Sam or Ivy! I expected you to debate back and forth on who the better woman was, who you wanted Dem with. I wanted you guy's to communicate like that. But I want have someone beating a dead horse by forcing the one's who don't agree with you too agree with you. Suck it up... we all think and view thing's differently. If one votes for Ivy so be it, that's their opinion. Same goes for the Sam lover's. Sadly because of a few wanting to argue to their death about why you should or shouldn't side with this one or that one I have lost reader's. I have lost some of my most loyal commenters as well. Remember I do read everyone's comments and I see it. It's fine to disagree, joke, say how you feel but don't attack other's continuously  because their view is different. It has also stopped me from commenting back as I loved doing. I want choose side's, fuck I can't I'm the writer. I love them all. Also I'm not about to continuously argue with anyone over what they think is right or wrong or what should happen. I control the pen!

Due to all of this I have decided that this will be the last Harper book and to be honest I can't wait to get it over.

Once again I have enjoyed everyone's votes, comments, and their time. And most definitely the friend's I've made along the way! You guy's rock and I thank you for the confidence you gave me and being there with me when I met each goal!

May the Harper's continue to reign for many more year's! To think it all started by a silly college girl robbing the man she would love beyond all fault.... a girl who loved her monster❤😢