Open-Up ~ Ryden ✔️

19

When we walked down my abnormally long driveway which just made everything even more awkward.

Once we got to his car he opened the shotgun door for me. I blushed before scooting into his car.

He had to slam the door closed as his car is very old. I did jump a little, just to do all the nerves.

"So,"

"So." I sighed as Brendon tried to start the car. "This is gonna be awkward isn't it?" I asked gritting my teeth and leaning my head up a little.

"Oh yeah." Brendon smirked as he got his car to start.

•

Once we got to the movie theater Brendon grabbed my hand linking it with his. I blushed looking down as we walked up and Brendon gave the lady the tickets.

She smiled letting us in.

"What do you want?" Brendon leaned in whispering in my ear.

"I don't c-care." I mumbled and Brendon giggled.

"Don't be nervous, I'm still your best friend. Two packs of gummy bears." I smiled looking at Brendon. The guy handed us our candy and Brendon gave him a 20 dollar bill. Hey! Movie theater food is expensive.

•

We got settled in our seats as the previews were just over. I smiled as the movie started.

•

About half way through the movie I felt Brendons hand on my thigh. I got really nervous and started sweating and when I tried to sit up straight Brendon's hand moved but because I moved at the same time his hand brushed over my crotch.

"Oh I'm sorry!" Brendon exclaimed.

"Shhhh!" About eight people around the theater said. I was blushed so much.

"I'm so sorry." Brendon whispered leaning closer to me.

"I-it's ok." I said. Then Brendon moved his hand to my cheek.

I didn't want to kiss him on the first date. Yes I definitely like him, but I don't want to kiss him in the theater.

"N-not here B." I said. Brendon's hand slipped away from my cheek. "I-I'm sorry." I felt Brendon's hand reach for mine. I closed the gap of our hands and he squeezed my hand.

•
A/N
Sorry for not updating last night I'm terrible
So my dog bit me bc she was fighting with my other dog and I tried to pull her away and she bit me so hard it just hurt but then when I took a second glance at my finger it was bleeding like a lot.
And I get sick when I see blood so I was trying not to gag and just held my finger away from me also that was like a hour ago and it's still bleeding
Also today I got Melancholy by Smashing Pumpkins on CD and Blurryface by Tøp on vinyl
ALSO MY CRUSH WAS SINGING DONT THREATEN ME WITH A GOOD TIME AND another kid was too and Sofia and I both go: "*gasp* that's a panic! At the disco song!" And then the one who's not a crush goes: "no it's not it's America!" Like wtf?!?😂 but it was really funny
Also it was really hard to work without a director
Someone in the plays line is: "I'm gonna call my mom." And then the next line is "ok" (it's a really bad play) and then Sofia s bf goes: "why?" HIS LINE WAS OK lol
Also the same kid who called the panic! song America has called himself Jesus Christ three times this week
Also he FaceTimed Sofia for help on our math hw and we were in the car and I was playing my music on our way to the record store and yeah he was confused why there was music lol
•Song Suggestion•: Zero by Smashing Pumpkins
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~